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Thursday, January 28, 2010 8:40 PM

This is to whom it may concern, people in unitar. [you know who you are]. Look.. I have totally no idea what’s going on between you guys and me. i don’t know what’s really the problem. Kalau rasa diri betul, come and confront me. I come to unitar not to cari gaduh with anyone. Kalau rasa I dah buat salah, tell it to me yourself. Ape punca korang perang dengan I pun I tak tau. Nak flash back? Let’s flash back then. It all started last sem towards the end of semester. Masa time2 tgh busy with assignment. I get it. Then I know I was pissed off with some of you for not being cooperative enough. But is it me to be blame? Semarah2 I ada I pergi report kat lecturer? Ada I tak tulis nama korang pada frontpage? Takde kan? Ada I mintak bayar balik ape yg I dah print out? Takde kan? Ada I mintak korang ganti waktu tidur i? takde jugak. So what seems to be the problem? Memang lepas tu I makan hati for the fact that, terima kasih or thank you pun takde korang bagi. I was mad, so if I terlepas cakap mana2 then I’m sorry. But that’s it. Yg korang prolonged benda tu sampai sekarang for what? Beginning of sem tu I ingat semua dah okay. I nak tegur tapi semua buat angin. Especially you, you know who you are coz you’re the only person yg tak cakap degan I dari awal sampai sekarang. I tried talking to you, you ignore me. buat-buat tak nampak i. nak senyum pun lagi la tak. What you expect me to do? Merayu kat you? Dah orang tak nak kawan. So kita nak terhegeh-hegeh based on what purpose? It was obvious lagi bila one day you baru sampai, so was i. you melencong terus. Why? My fault jugak? And as for the rest. Ape kaitan korang? Kata I yg bawak mulut. Kata I yg ego besar macam badan I kan? Apesal pulak? Korang bawak mulut takpe pulak? Konon kawan-kawan (kawan ke?) dah pinggirkan i? I tak mati tanpa kawan. Tapi kawan takkan betray kawan sendiri. Pergilah cari maksud sebenar perkataan kawan tu. I don’t start FB war like you did. If you’re brave enough, instead of having facebook to facebook. Let’s face to face. Kat facebook pun tak post kat my wall. Through people’s post. Why? I kan yg salah. Post la kat page i. pastu tak nak mengaku diri sendiri. Kalau betul member, tegur la member secara baik. I tak pernah nak burukkan orang. Tapi orang ada akal and fikiran. Boleh fikir mana baik mana buruk. Kalau sekarang I kat bawah sekalipun, Tuhan ada. Dia Maha Adil Maha Mengetahui. Dia tau hambaNya macam mana. Kalau rasa diri baik, korang tak patut main fitnah and terus tuduh melulu. Come face me and we talk professionally. I tak pernah ganggu hidup korang, I tak pernah nak mengata korang kat siapa2 pun, whoever yang tau, tau lah, while yang tak. Let them be. So sekarang tetap nak kata I yg salah? kalau korang nak terasa during accounting first class korang ajak duduk depan dengan korang, but i cakap nanti. i memang nak duduk. but i tgh ckp dgn my friends. then lepas tu class dismiss. masa bila i nak duduk dengan korang? bukan i ego. then second class, i tak duduk dengan korang jugak. coz i was in a situation where i know if i sit dengan you guys, you'll put me in an awkward position. salah i jugak ke?? tell me? all this while, i tried my best to be as calm as possible. but you guys make it even harder for me. so what do you expect? As manusia biasa, kita takkan lari melakukan kesilapan and for that I’ll apologized publicly- I am sorry for whatever i’ve done that might have hurt some of you. But please, come and explain it to me. I deserve to know why the cold treatment.