what was i thinking when i do it?
Thursday, May 28, 2009 1:52 AM
mistakes can never be beautiful at least the ones that i've done. tsk.. people make mistakes. sengaja or tak everybody does.i want to not care about it but why won't you budge?
grow up and be matured.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 7:41 PM
kalau masih belum puas enjoy, kenapa nak commit?kalau masih belum puas muda, kenapa nak commit?kalau masih belum puas gatal, kenapa nak commit?kalau masih belum puas berfoya-foya, kenapa nak commit?kalau masih belum puas menggedik, kenapa nak commit?just why bother commit yourself towards someone if you're not ready?
and why does it need me to advice you?
carilah orang lain.
7 years and....?
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 5:13 PM
7 years and still counting? maybe? you came back. again. for god knows untuk kali yang ke-berapa. at first, it was good. everything went smoothly. despite all the anger yang dah bertahun dipendam. i'm still here. listening. i just listen coz that's what i do best. i advised but it didn't seem to go anywhere. so i shall keep my mouth shut. it annoys me whenever you mention the name. it's just annoying. you say bad thing about the person but yet you say you love the person. so stop the complains already. is it so hard? aku cepat kesian. seriously aku tak tau kenapa? marah lama-lama tapi tak sampai hati to just shove everything at your face. lately, i'm too lazy to even talk to you. it didn't go anwhere close to smooth. ignoring is hard to do but i manage to. after what the 'kawan' did, i feel like i wanna do it too. cuma tak sampai hati lagi. you bugged the hell out of me for the sake of other people. sumpah tak suka.didn't wanna hurt you.
ketawa will burn down your kalori.
Saturday, May 23, 2009 2:50 PM
do you know laughing will burn your calorie? yes it will. haha.. bodohnye, semua orang pun tau kan? kan? kan? but yea, i did burned down my calories the past two days. walaupun sikit. heh. wee!~anyway, i had a 2-days package of total fun-ness. memang sumpah seronok. 2 hari yg dipenuhi dengan gelak ketawa tanpa henti. SPECIAL THANKS to:- amirah azizs, hafizah ismail, atiqah radzali, marissa, ansar, farah aula & shafira, emma, izzati ali, qurratu, bukhari, fakhrullah and syazwan. sila bangga diri sekarang. ehehe.. korang memang superb. dah lama tak jumpa tapi sekali jumpa sampai tak kering gusi. :)tanggal 21 mei yang lalu [asal ayat macam nak buat karangan bahasa melayu yang bertajuk- ceritakan saat-saat gembira anda yang penah anda lalui?] saya telah ke rumah hafizah kerana di situ la cabaran bermula. ek? haha.. ok2.. i was invited to this so called gathering dekat rumah hafizah anjuran ansar. pelik tak? takpe. sila pikir sendiri. so ansar telah masak-memasak. dia nak jadi chef terkemuka suatu hari nanti. hahaha.. well, dia masak lamb chop and nasi ayam. :) on that day, lulus. no one had any injury in their stomach or on any other parts of their body la okayy?
waktu makan buah-buahan.
gossips is essential? kerja kitorang hanya borak, gelak, sembang, ketawa. dari saat menjejakkan kaki ke dalam rumah hingga saat-saat perpisahan. hanya gelak ketawa memenuhi setiap ruang yang ada. bab tolong-tolong masak ke ape ke, sikit je tolong. lebih banyak tolong makan je. i bawak loyang filled with puding jagung. they all suka. :) suka yang maha melampau. hahaha.. sebab benda tu di jadikan lawak mengenekan saya. ouch! but whatever it is, hari tu is full of laughter. :D
the next day, we plan lagi satu perjumpaan. ngee.. this time ada yang ada and ada yang takde. :) dapat jumpa IZZAH BASRI yang macam 10 tahun tak jumpa. seronok jumpa minah ni. bising. hahah.. kitorang pergi pyramid. to watched movie dan juga bermain bowling. terima kasih aula buat kitorang tunggu. :p lame gila tunggu budak nih. baru bangun rupanya masa kitorang call tunggu kat tempat bowling tu. cis..we had great time masa bowling ni. plus the place was empty, memang suara kitorang je la yang kedengaran with laughters and giggles and just everything. memang main just for fun lah kira. but i love my game. dah lame tak main macam tu. though tak reach 120 points ke ape ke but it was FUN.syurga cinta. a malay film. a love story based on pegangan agama Islam. it's a watchable movie i must say though i think pelakon perempuan utama boleh cari yang even better. full stop. tanak cakap lebih-lebih on this. :)
cerita ni is my FIRST MALAY FILM yang ditonton di PANGGUNG WAYANG. sekalung TAHNIAH diucapkan kepada:- ansar, marissa, izzah basri, hafizah ismail, amirah azizs and atiqah radzali kerana berjaya mengheret saya intuk menonton filem ini. no hard feeling baybeh.. i enjoyed myself. :) sila bangga diri untuk kali yang kedua. :ppastu gaduh nak cari tempat makan. adoi. nak makan pun gaduh ke sayangs? :) but all and all tetap SAYANG korang bangat. ok ok. bangga diri lagi. :)next time buat lagi eh? mamak kan next? :p
i miss what i miss and that is..
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 2:06 AM
*drumroll*
at no.1 spot, being in kindergarten. yes. :) saya rindu zaman sekolah tadika saya. dalam masa 2 tahun saya pindah-pindah tadika dulu. macam bapak kerja kerajaan pulak. ceh cehh.. mula2 pergi tadika mat salleh. [ceyh.. menyampah kan? i tau. :p] nama frobell. very near to my house. jalan kaki je. lambat pon takpe. [eh, yeke?] then, frobell bankrupt kot? [eh, tak tak.. tak tau la what happened..] we were sent to aladdin. [tak.. saya tak pergi tadika naik karpet terbang.. sobs..] then yg terakhir, saya tak ingat. serius sikit pun tak ingat. tapi nama cikgu dia i ingat, Mrs. Mary J Blige. eh, penyanyi black cikgu i? tak mungkin tapi dia memang seorang india yang gelap manis. Mrs. Mary je nama dia. heee.. zaman tadika sangat free. boleh main komputer and belajar benda interesting yg baru tiap-tipa hari. boleh mandi swimming pool. boleh buat konsert tanpa rasa segan-segan panda. :) sebab walau teruk macam mana pun kita beraksi, orang tetap rasa entertain cause we were the most cutest creature on earth. THEN. hahaha.. now? still does.
tempat kedua ape? masa kecik-kecik dulu, bila bab makan, mintak ape saje mesti dapat. mesti mak masak or beli. tapi sekarang? sendiri mau ingat la. either masak sendiri or beli sendiri. or kadang-kadang lagi best, kene tunggu berbulan kalau nak jugak orang lain yg buatkan. kalau harini saya mintak, masak lemak ikan patin, esok boleh dapat tak? suruh la ikan patin tu terbang ke sini?
next, masa sekolah rendah, saya mengaji dengan seorang guru agama yg juga telah mengajar mengaji kepada kakak-kakak dan abang saya, juga beberapa orang terkenal yg lain. masa tahun pertama mengaji iaitu ketika di dalam darjah dua, saya sangat baik. tapi lepas tu, bila dah ramai kawan, makin nakal la pulak. hee.. lepas tu, selalu simpan gula-gula banyak-banyak. buat rasuah. sebab masa ngaji tak boleh cakap-cakap, nanti bila tiba giliran & ngaji tak lancar, kene rotan. so bagi mengelakkan si mulut becok menyampaikan berita kesalahan kami kepada guru mengaji, mulut mereka telah ku sumbat dengan gula-gula. paling best bila crush saya yg pertma pun mintak kat saya. *merah pipi* dan dia juga lah lelaki pertama yg tau saya sudah akil baligh.. sumpah malu! tapi suka!
taking place at no.4, rindu nak main batu seremban waktu sekolah. then kene sorok2. ni masa sekolah rendah. sebab masa sekolah rendah banyak gila pantang larang. sekolah menengah relax sikit. dan best sangat kalau dapat main kad. hahaha.. main ramai-ramai. best. cho tai tee anyone. [oh, dan begitukah ejaannya?]
no.5, saya rindu nak makan bersama gang saya. yer.. makan beramai-ramai di kantin sekolah menengah assunta yg cantik lagi luas itu. makan nasi lemak bersama-sama. dan kemudiannya berkongsi air secawan. yer secawan dan dikongsi up to 8 people. masihkah kau ingat? hahaha.. dan rindu juga nak jerit2 happy birthday bila ada birthday someone. hahaha..
gelora di hati...
Monday, May 11, 2009 2:05 PM
- sorry la anda semua. mood lately: jiwang berkarat 15. ceyhh.. and sedih tahap gunung berapi meletuskan larvanya..
- i'm currently going through shitty part of life, so bear with it okay? sekejap je. tak lame. nak layan diri for a while.
- love kills. doesn't matter love between whoever and whoever. love towards family pun can kill tau.
- cemburu and iri hati juga membunuh dalam diam. translation: jealousy and envy-ness killing us softly too. just in case. anyway, yer.. sumpah tak tipu. living in it.
- mood memang rasa like shit gila. ups and downs. urrggghhh.. the best is most of the time its down. once in a blue moon je kat atas.
- sacrifices have been made and are going to be made till i close my eyes and never opens back.
mungkin hanya tuhan, yang tahu segalanya,apa yang kuinginkan,di saat-saat ini,kau takkan percaya,kau selalu dihati,haruskah ku menangis,'tuk mengatakan yang sesungguhnya,kau lah segalanya untukku,kau lah curahan hati ini,tak mungkin ku melupakanmu,tiada lagi yang ku harapkan hanya kau seorang,kau takkan percaya,kau selalu di hati,haruskah ku menangis,'tuk mengatakan yang sesungguhnya,kau lah segalanya untukku,kau lah curahan hati ini,tak mungkin ku melupakanmu,tiada lagi yang ku harapkan hanya kau seorang,tak mungkin ku melupakanmu,tiada lagi yg ku harapkan hanya kau seorang,kau lah segalanya untukku,kau lah curahan hati ini,tak mungkin ku melupakanmu,tiada lagi yang ku harapkan hanya kau seorang..kau lah segalanya.
engkau yang satu,
seribu bintang,
pastikan,
ada untukmu.
manusia berpegang pada janji.
12:57 AM
this is what i do.
i hold to your promises till my very last breathe.
i want nobody but you.
kiss me through the phone.
Saturday, May 9, 2009 1:03 PM
will you?Baby, u know that I miss u
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blog nombor berapa?
Friday, May 8, 2009 4:34 PM
saya bosan dengan blog saya. seriously. saya asyik baca blog orang tapi masih tak dapat idea.
adakah otak saya telah kematian lebih banyak cell dari yang sepatutnya?
hello may.
3:49 PM
hai people. how are you? great? ada yang tengah cuti. ada yang tengah apply to masuk college to further studies. ada yang tengah kerja. ada yang masih tido? maybe.may? what's great about may? absolute nothing or a little something. mother's day? teacher's day and birthdays. other than that probably the same old thing macam yang dilalui dalam bulan-bulan sebelum ini kan?and as for me, aku sedang menantikan surat cinta dari uitm. yer, surat cinta yang bakal menyampaikan perkhabaran yang maha gembira. well at least i hope it is. you know those letter dengan pangkal ayat, "dengan sukacitanya...." yea, surat cinta tu lah. tapi what if it's "anda gagal ditempatkan...." sedihnya.. whatever la. pray for the best i guess? got one from unisel to do my TESL. registration today. yes today. but i'm at home. pffttt.. enough said.apa lagi yang ada dengan may? entah.