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Monday, January 26, 2009 9:06 PM

to my beloved darlings. this thing or shall i say post is specially for you people. i need you guys to stay with me as much i want to stay with you guys. you know la i la kan paling bermasalah among all of us. which is so sad. fell like macam kene sial ok. hmm.. but you guys have always been here with me. thank you so much.

we've gone through so much. dari form 1 till now and some of you from primary and for you my BestFriend, since standard one. we've known each other for so long. we kenal each other too good. sometimes. maybe. you guys don't know how much you guys meant to me.

leyla: you've always been by myside dari dulu. through thick and thin. i know i degil. you give me so much of good advices. i do dengar. but maybe not all la. i know your intention baik. but try putting yourself in my shoes. [re: what we spoke about just now.] it's easier said than done. i faham sangat. what you say is all true. it made me thing was i the one who's so dumb. no matter what, you know i'll always turn to you despite the critics yg kadang-kadang hurt me. but that's what friends are for. i terima dengan hati terbuka. you know me so well that u understand me inside out. thank you for everything. just bear with me k. love you.

ameera: despite whatever has happened, you're a good listener. ok ok. i might not agree with you with a few things but i'm trying to put that aside, so i can concentrate more on your good side. memang kadang i pissed gila kat you. no doubt. but i malas nak gaduh gaduh. you kenal i macam mana. slagi org tak buat i, i takde masa nak cari gado dengan orang. but yeah, looking at the good side la, you've helped me a lot. especially things that concern money. thank you for it and for lending your ears.

adila: you.. maybe i ain't that close to you nowadays kan since we jarang jumpa and all. but you're one of the pieces of puzzle that completes my life. we're very close back in form 3. coz of tuition and all. yeah, masa tu pun ada jugak kan, i melepaskan whatever i feel kadang2. we shared some stuff la back then kan. the boys. the tuition. hahaha.. it was great knowing you. and i love you. please be strong with this jian thing ok.

ashikin: you.. minah tak kesah. :) yeah. disebabkan perangai you yg always tak kisah, it's a bit hard to tell you stuff and ask your opinion or something. but deep inside, i know you're nice and you do care. it's just that you don't know how to express it. maybe? [btol la kot kan.] i'm much closer to you masa form 1 & form 2. and all those pet sis thingy, then bila form 2 we're the monitor and assistant and that time juga ada itu dua orang buat practical. hahah.. ouh, and i still remember, you're the one who come up with that 'poyo' word. :p dulu i benci gila kat you masa skola rendah. u nampak snobbish gila. ahhaha.. now look at us. best friends. haha.. i'm sorry. the feeling was just there back then. and thanks jadi our atm. hehehe.. yes2, i owe you too. hahah..

amelia: i memang tak close dengan you. dari dulu. bila form 2 je baru we start rapat. at first, memang i thought u sombong. budak pandai la katakan. hurmm.. but for your age. you're good. you're too matured la sayang. malu je kitorang yang by right be your senior. hehehe.. you are one of those person yg pandai gila bagi advice. especially now, when you started to read my blog. i know i kadang-kadang emo sangat. but this is where i spill almost everything. thanks for everything. and the money part too. please bear with me.

ilianna: ok. ili. we're damn close masa darjah 6. remember? hantu gila kat n'sync. and you gave me blue's cassete. justin timberlake punye doll tu. it was sweet of you. mambe i tak sempat share stuff with you, but my life revolves around you guys jugak. so, even if i tak cakap or denagr sendiri dari you, one day, sure akan tau jugak even from someone else. dengan you pon i pernah tak suka sekejap. it was just a sudden feeling. that was back in form 1. now look. we're best friends & i love you. i pun owe you jugak. i owe u lot dear.

saf & pitos: it's been awhile since i last see you both. tak sempat nak share a lot of stuff but you guys have always been in my heart. you both rock la. hehe.. sorry i didn't have much things to say to you both but i know you care.

takshi: yes you pun i'm not that close either. only back in 2006 je we have some stupid things happened kan. but yeah. still sayang you like how i sayang the rest. you were the first person tegur i masa in form 1. we were partners for a week? is it? heheh.. :)

i know i may not be the perfect friend you guys. but i'll be the best for you guys la. i'm at the point of you know the tough stage of my life. probably it's just me who'll go through this thing. i don't know.