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tak pernah serik ke aku?
Thursday, September 4, 2008 2:52 AM
where to begin? entah. serabut btol bile kufikir2. does it always NEED to be this way as in the way that i dun like it to be? huh. aku memang tak pernah serik. god knows why. i mean, in certain situation, it's just so fine if you're not easy to feel serik but then, in my situation sekarang, aku patutnye kene serik giler bab*.. but im not.. (yes..i know. u guys must have been wondering why thira kene serik. what kind of situation is she going thru..) but sorry u guys.. i'm not ready for it.. one thing that i bear in mind right now, never mengaibkan diri sendiri or org lain.. so yeah.. let's keep it that way, aite.. why now and why me? di saat2 i was sorta in need of it, takde pun yg memunculkan diri.. now? semua q-ing up.. why? yg paling perit is when i tersasar jauh and hit a bloody ******* ****.. wtf? sorry again. and now. who do i hit this time? a freaking ****** **** yg in need of ****.. (need to be sensored..sorry..) mental disorder btol lah. i'm happy enough now. cukup lah. untuk sementara ni. nape perlu ditambah2 lagi? aku tak suke mengecewakan dan juga tak suke dikecewakan. selfish? i know. sape suroh tgn tu gatal. now padan muka. huhu.. mulut pun kadang main lepas je. serve me right once again.to ****: tira mintak maaf. yes i know i shouldnt but i just did and its gonna kill the both of us. *hoping things will never change*
to ***: sorry.. tira takde niat nak disappoint you but things happen for a reason. *hoping you're strong enough to face this*
to dua2: dammit im serious and i meant every words that i said waaaay before this..
to sunshine: nothing's gonna change coz i'm all yours.. <33