exclusivo.
Thursday, September 25, 2008 3:27 AM
i know you wouldnt be able to read this. but this is what i feel. i cant love you. tak boleh. if you want me to remember about ketentuan sume pada tangan tuhan, then i would say, not yet. tapi main point dia is i dun love you. i syg but just as a friend. full stop. not more not less. no matter how much u beg, i cant give it to you. its too fast. i dun believe in love at first sight. sorry. i really dun till i finally feel it for myself. if u love someone, sacrifice la. terima qada' and qadar. u said u believe in god, but then? ur acting macam org takde agama taw. wake up la encik ***** idris. saya penat. so now u decided untuk menyepikan diri? what the hell. ingat bagus sangat la tu. lari dari masalah ingat boleh la selesai masalah tu? my foot. never la ok? u sendiri kene settlekan. like i said, if u tak tlg diri u sendiri, nobody can. entah untuk keberapa kali, i've been repeating the same thing to you? aren't you tired dgr i cakap benda sama? i'm sick of listening and telling the same thing over and over again. it's for real. some people might say i'm mean. go to hell with them.. hati ini milik aku. perasaan ini juga milik aku. cukup la hidup aku sahaja ditentukan oleh2 manusia yg rasa mereka org terbaik utk menentukan hidup aku. aku tak memerlukan org lain untuk menentukan hati dan perasaan aku juga ok? yeah ok. u.. look.. u baru putus kan? so chillex la dulu. why do you need to rush into things. i aint running away ok? tapi if u keep doing what you're doing then only u'll feel that i'm falling apart from you. perlu ke sampai macam tu? you keep on saying that i'm disappointing you. tapi sape yg putting hopes so high? definitely not me kan? sebab tu i suruh you pikir baik2 la. for your own good not mine. u like me tapi ada you show interest? takde kan? ada you nak kenal i lebih dekat, takde kan? u balik2 cerita pasal dia, dia and dia.. pikir2 la sendiri.. i'm sick and tired of it. xoxo.