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Friday, August 8, 2008 1:32 PM
boredom strike.. yeah. guess what? i was so freaking excited dapat klua today. haha. wlaupon hanya ke Giant. need to settle some stuff there then shop! bodoh kan? sorry la. it's been few days since i last been outdoor. asyik terperap dalam office. haha. kalau klua pown, just sampai mamak & lepaks. transport takde. tapi today the bro bawak. so dari 2 item listed to be bought tros jadi 10 item. haha. then beli makan. eat! eat! dah lame tak makan nasi putih. well actually last two days dah makan nasi putih tapi saje nak lebeyh2. huhu. asyik makan nasi goreng la. nasi pattaya la. boring gak kan. ouh, and maggi. ppfft. ape ah akan. what else.. sleepy. mata damn berat dah ni. slept at 8? and woke up at 10.30. ish.. gantok dowh. and i'm so tired.
why tired? let me tell you something. it's hard to be a responsible leader. seriously. jadi responsible is like nothing to me. i mean it's not as easy as it might sound tapi being a leader or person in-charged is a tough thing to do. lagi mencabar bile people under you is older than you. aih. and if the person jenis yg slow and steady or tak biasa buat kerja. it's just so freaking tough la k. i takleh nak tegur2 sgt coz they're all like older than me gile banyak kan. then bile suro terhegeh2 buat kerja. the time they took to do one chores is equivelant to the time taken for me to do 2-3 chores. annoying huh? yes it is. so i ended up doing 2-3 things at one time. fair or not? it doesn't really matter anymore. all i know it needs to be done a.s.a.p.. then kene buat OT. fine with me. not to them. that's still ok. tapi they rest more than i do but yet gado lagi kata penat and gantok. then bile pagi kjot tak bangun. bile dah bangun, they'll take ages to bersiap and eat. then waktu kerja asyik mengadap phone. not to say you can't tapi pandai2 la. u nak keje siap cepat then priority u would be ur work. no longer ur life. sorry but it's the fact. i can't stand the complain when the fault comes from you ppl urself. true kan? boleh siap bergayot sedangkan kerja yg menanti is like melambak. then again aku jugak yg buat semua. dr awal sampai akhir. tak perhati diorg keje, sure ade je lacking sana sini. and tetap same aku jugak yg masalah. wasting time lagi. my bro ckp senang. aku bukan jenis kuat mengadu. slagi boleh aku handle, aku handle. but my patience has its limit.
finally something cheered me up this morning or shall i say someone.. :D ( dia.. thank you sekali lagi.. :) ) ahh..ku berjaya memujuk dirinya. muahaha. ended up talking on the phone dgn dia. sorry. hati tgh sarat dgn marah kan. so let go kat dia. sabar k. idup ni bnyk dugaan. u just have to face it whether u suke or tak, it's till happen as written by Him. ffuuh.. lotsa advice. handling with care. heh. lepas ckp then only tido. finally. tapi sekejap sangat dapat tido. unfair. :( tapi takpe2. dia ada. huhu.
okie2.. tu baru part yg pertama kot? heh. this story is only up to 2.45pm from 11pm the day before as in semalam la kan. haha. needs to get moving now. siren dah berbunyi. as if. dahpanggil pon batang idung tak nampak lagi. ish. kerja dah ah banyak. nasib ptg ni ada lagi pekerja2 diimport 'khas' akan dtg. hee.. :) suke2.. well me signing out for now k. daaaa.. ppfft..