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Tuesday, August 5, 2008 6:49 AM

I can’t blame myself. That’s a freaking fact. Not that I dun want to but it’s just I can’t. I can’t resist myself from being so pissed and annoyed and disappointed and stressed. All mixed in one. I have to find out something. But how? Bile pikir2 balik, it all came back from one reason. Atas dasar satu sebab je. Bengang kan? Tadi aku dah ternampak ‘sesuatu’ or shall I say mmg aku sendiri yg gatal tgn utk klik pada link tu? Aku tak pasti. Satu yg pasti, I SAW IT. Argghh.. damn bengang seyh. What more can I say? Should I burn myself into jealousy? Yes? No? Yes? Uhuh uhuh.. Hmm.. tuhan maha mengetahui.. there’s nothing more that I can say? Kan? Fool-ness la.. mengapa? Rasa macam melukut di tepi gantang je.. (eyh? So random huh?) hahaha.. aku takkan lupa sampai aku mati.. I swear! :) can I swear? Yes2.. (dlm hati: kalau nak rasa penyepak dia, silakan thira.. :) ) hahaha..

Ni lah dia prangai buruk aku kalau nak tau.. (well part of it la kan..) I can’t just forgive & forget & stop talking about it.. susah.. yes, I can forgive.. tapi utk melupakan? It ain’t easy.. and i can’t stop talking abt it sebab aku sentiasa mengenangkannya.. salahkah? :)

Benarkah bile mengenangkan sesuatu seolah2 mengenangkan nasib & seolah2 kite tak percaya dgn ketentuan tuhan? Aku tak pasti.. tapi telah pun diriku ini dinasihati utk live life to the fullest.. jgn dipikirkan sgt ape yg dah terjadi kerna stiap ape yg terjadi ada hikmahnye.. yg pasti one should be stronger to face the world ahead of them.. but how strong is strong? And how strong can someone be? U tell me.. setiap manusia ada pendapat & pendirian masing2.. biarlah ianya menjadi pegangan masing2.. :)

Janji kita enjoy!!~ utk kita2 aje.. mcm2 ada.. :) bleeehhh.. outta words, baby.. ppffftt.. selamat tinggal..

I need my beauty sleep now.. haven’t slept for 24hours now.. need to do perkara wajib dulu.. hehehe.. tak sabar.. (think what u wanna think..) :) I’m shutting myself down now..

p/s: cik nurul ngokngek, pinjam blog name kay.. muahaha..