.interpretations of life.

mimpi mimpi

2010-11-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

i had a dream, a dream that will never come into reality.
a fact that i must understand and live with.
but inception pull me away from my logical path. heh.

i used to like you.
i used to look at the floor when you looked at me.
i used to be your favorite.
i used to be so close to you.
i used to spent most of my younger moment with you.
i used to hear you call me sayang.
i used to be shy when you're around.

but that was long time ago.
i am perfectly fine.
accepting the fact you'll never be mine.
learned the lesson what i had in mind is way out of control.
we're okay kan?
sumpah i gila kan?
no one knows!
how i had keep it for a very long time! :)

but but! i can't deny that i like that dream of mine when you were in it and and and ahh.. it's meant to be kept! but i just like what you did! (in the dream of course.)

dah! merepek! okay bye! inception please? :D

baby baby baby!
i don't need inception to be with you!
i need romeo and juliet,
i need sita and rama,
i need laila and majnun &&
i need syah jihan and mumtaz! :D

signing off.

2010-10-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

how life can be so cruel. life can be so complicated. life.. yeah life. it's funny and weird how life treat human kind. main point is LIFE can sometimes be such a pain in the ass.

mungkin selayaknya saya terus berdiam diri. tinggalkan segala ape yang dah dikecapi selama ni. mungkin itu yang terbaik. biarlah org lain mengecap bahagia mereka andai itu yg tersangat diingini. saya pasrah dan saya redha. seperti tiada apa yg tinggal lagi untuk saya. saya tiada mampu lagi. mungkin ini terbaik untuk semua. lebih senang kan. tak perlu susah payah perhatikan saya. tak perlu nak jaga hati saya. tak perlu nak susah-susah nak bercakap pasal saya. biar saya je yang jaga hati semua orang. kan? itu jalan yang terbaik.

p/s: andai maaf tak lagi dimengerti, apakan daya.

feel free do as you wish.

hearts

2010-10-07T10:56:00.001+08:00

saya sayang awak!

surat buat sahabat

2010-10-06T22:00:00.003+08:00

hai awak. saya tau awak terasa dengan tulisan saya yang sebelum ni. kalau awak kenal saya, awak tau i'm not a very direct person and coz of that here i am on the blog. sorry lah. saya kalau tulis memang tak pandang kiri kanan depan belakang. main belasah je sebab perasaan celaru tu dah menguasai diri. saya rela apa yang saya rasa saya je yang tau. biarpun ia memakan diri saya. you know it has always been the ugly truth and a beautiful lie. saya harap awak lupakan jelah ape yang tertulis disana.

buat awak.. awak maafkan saya. saya hanya mampu berdoa. like you said, i perlu redha. InsyaaAllah selagi termampu, i will. i just want the very best for you. you know that for yoursaelf. <3

kesabaran tercabar!

2010-10-06T12:50:00.003+08:00

weh perempuan! perghh.. kenapa la Tuhan tak bisukan je kau ah? tambah-tambah masa kau tengah mengata tu kan? eh.. kalau Tuhan sayang sangat kat aku, hari-hari kereta yang aku naik mesti accident kan? pastu aku dah boleh meninggal kan? tapi kalau ikut bahasa kau, aku dah lama boleh mampos kan? perghh.. kau memang tak sayang mulut kan betina. harapkan umur je tua, tapi otak letak kat bontot kau yang besar lagi jatuh tu! weh weh! kau memang menguji kesabaran aku sial. aku diam kau sedar tak? ada aku tembak kau ke sebelum ni? kau sendiri yang terasa. pehal? kau kalau bajet teror sangat bajet kau girlfriend mithali apasal laki kau berkepit dengan kau je? apasal laki kau tak boleh nak rapat-rapat dengan perempuan lain! kau takde cermin besar eh nak cermin diri? kesian doe kau!

sentuh.

2010-10-05T13:02:00.003+08:00

saya betul2 blank. oh oh.. hai! tiada mood pun nak ber-blog sebenarnya. tapi terasa ingin meluahkan ape yang patut. tapi tetap tak boleh. kenapa kenapa kenapa? eee.. serabutlah. tak suka.

saya cuma tak suka itu. tapi awak saja je kan? tetap buat itu. yang kamu pulak pun sama. ish.. tak cukup ke orang lain?

dah. whatever. bye.

saya hanya mampu memberontak dan menjerit lantas sedikit melukakan orang lain. maafkan saya semua.

Salam aidilfitri

2010-09-28T10:03:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya.
isn't too late aye?
haha.. how was raya?
diharapkan semuanya elok-elok je.
duit raya bak la datang sikit. :)
open house mesti berderet dah korang pergi kan?
mesti mengisi selagi yang boleh kan?
apa-apa pun yang korang buat, berpada-pada okay?
hee~

well, raya jugak satu bulan yang mulia.
bulan dimana kita sebagai umat islam secara khususnya and sebagai manusia secara amnya seharusnya bermohon-maaf.
berdamai tanpa sengketa.
berbaik-baik tanpa persilisihan faham.
itu kan lebih afdal?
hah. manusia tak semuanya sama.
kalau tak masakan masih ada pergaduhan dan segala macam gejala negatif dalam dunia ni?
entahlah.
cukup sudah setakat ni aku nak berfikir demi orang lain.

salam lebaran,
mohon maaf andai ada kekhilafan dalam diri ini. :)

saya tetap mampu tersenyum.

2010-08-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

Lain dulang,

Lain kakinya.

Lain orang,

Lain hatinya..

satu hakikat yang dah lama saya fahamkan. satu kenyataan yang banyak memberi memberi pengajaran.

yelah bak kata orang tua-tua, rambut sama hitam hati lain-lain.

entah kenapalah ada je yang tak kene. silence is golden kan? why can't you keep it that way? selama ni pun dah penah saya hebahkan yang ini belog saya, hakmilik saya, atas kuasa saya, jadi jangan dipertikaikan. manusia.. memang mudah alpa.

anywho, here i am.. in my 4th semester. :) new place, new environment, new routine! yeahh!

Maintaining Friendship is Crucial; Best Friends Take Time

2010-07-19T14:39:00.003+08:00

i was going through one of my drawer the other night and i found this piece of paper. something to do with friendship. in order to keep your friendship, one should at least think if doing any of these.

1. Be a good listener, refrain from offering advice or moralizing.
2. Respect your friend's point of view. Different personalities can complement each other, it isn't always necessary to see eye to eye.
3. NEVER betray a trust. Trust when violated, can ruin even the bestest friendship.
4. Support and praise your friends; IGNORE their failures and imperfections.
5. NEVER resent a friend's success Instead, strive to admire his/her achievements.
6. Flexibility is always important for maintaining friendships. Be UNDERSTANDING when your friend has a last minute change in plans. Learn to accept "I'm sorry to cancel but we'll make it up next time."

well.. i know not all of you are willing to do this. only those who value their friends would do this and understand this with their hearts.

p/s: don't understand?
try THIS!
once understood,
take a deep thought on it will yah?

take a bow

2010-07-19T14:34:00.001+08:00

don't let people look down on you!
you know you mean so much more! <3

hingga akhir nanti

2010-07-16T10:43:00.005+08:00

memang takde kaitan kan tajuk dia? itu normal kan?

hello there. saya kembali! :) bukan main lagi kan saya update blog kebelakangan ini kan? tak. tak. bukan sebab tengah cuti dan banyak masa tapi sebab tengah study week. well so called study week la. kelas tetap dijalankan macam biasa tapi semua sekejap-sekejap je dan ada pulak yang cancel macam tu aje. jadi bosan menguasai diri. jadi tak salahkan nak membuang habuk-habuk yang bersarang kat blog ni? ;-)

hmm.. pejam celik pejam celik, berlalulah semester ketiga saya di UniRazak, Kelana Jaya ni. Rasa masih baru lagi saya menjejakkan kaki kat tempat yang tak berapa nak asing Julai 2009 lepas. masa tu semuanya rasa baru. kawan baru. pengalaman baru. rutin harian yang baru. tapi hari ni? semua tu dah jadi rutin harian yang biasa. semester 3 ni adalah semester pendek. bermakna separuh dari semester biasa. so semuanya jadi sangat padat. kelas dan assignment memang normal la kan. bertindih antara satu sama lain meminta-minta untuk diselesaikan dengan kadar yang segera.

semester 3 ni jugak banyak mengajar saya erti kesabaran. erti persahabatan. erti kepercayaan. memang tak dinafikan, semua ni banyak menjatuhkan dan menaikkan saya. [yer, jatuh dari segi fizikal pun banyak. yer, GELAKlah kuat-kuat lagi. :-p] tapi kita takkan belajar kalau tak terjadi pada diri sendiri. terima kasihlah korang-korang semua. tak baik berdendam. jangan ingat kita je yang bagus. masih ramai lagi kat luar sana yang lebih hebat dari kita. kita perlu buat yang terbaik untuk capai kat tahap tu. okay? belajar untuk kongsi kebahagiaan orang lain dan bukan menghancurkannya. ingat karma. what goes around comes around.

UNITAR Kelana Jaya juga sudah tiada bila saya masuk semester 3 ni dan semestinya telah di-upgrade dengan nama UniRazak. terasa bangga sikit bila nama bunyi macam hebat dah kan? kalau dulu UNITAR sering dikaitkan dengan TARC and UTAR, kini tidak lagi. [hahaha.. macam bunyi iklan pencerah kulit muka!] so manusia-manusia semua, start noticing us alright? oh oh tak lupa jugak semester 3 ni lah semester terakhir kami kat Pintar Campus KJ ni. lepas ni we will be moving to L.CS (Leisure Commerce Square) bila dah kat tempat baru maknanya rutin pun akan berubah sikit. tiada lagi terminologi seperti R.U, Brothers, Kelana Mall, Giant and etc. semua tu bakal berubah. tempat lepak dan makan baru juga perlu dicari. parking pun? dan bagi saya, 'how to get there' baru.

next week final exam. 3 subject yang cukup mencabar. tak dapat 3 dinstiction boleh buat saya nazak dengan serta merta. haha.. yang penting belajar kan? doa? yes doa diri sendiri dan doa mereka-meraka yang sudi. amin!

gtg! snooker class is waiting! haha.. sape gelak, bukan bola snooker tu yang saya pukul tapi korang yang bergelar tenaga pengajar- Amar Zafran & Asyraf (kent).

p/s: doakan saya okay?
saya ingin berjaya.
kalau saya berjaya mendapatkan DL,
oh indahnya mempunyai kenalan macam kalian!

surat buat teman

2010-07-14T11:01:00.004+08:00

tamaknya saya nak buat sampai 3 post dalam masa satu hari! tapi saya rasa saya nak! saya punya blog! :)

kehadapan awak [bukan nama sebenar], tujuan saya menaip surat ini adalah kerana saya ingin meluahkan rasa hati saya ini. saya tak dapat bendung lagi segala perasaan yang bercampur-baur dalam hati saya ni. saya cuba tapi saya tak mampu.

sejujurnya awak terlampau baik. terlampau baik sampai satu tahap orang hilang rasa hormat pada awak. saya tak tau apa awak dah buat sampai macam ni sekali orang buat awak. saya sedih tengok awak. tapi awak tetap relax je. macam takde ape berlaku walaupun saya tau awak sakit. sakit belakang sebab rasa kene tikam. awak mungkin rasa itu gurauan yang saya boleh terima tapi hakikatnya saya tau awak serius.

awak, awak tau kan yang awak tak perlu puaskan hati semua orang. malah takde sape pun yang mampu puaskan hati semua orang. jadi awak tak perlu ikut sangat diorang-diorang yang tak bertanggungjawab tu. sebab akhirnya yang kecewa ialah awak dan bukan mereka. mereka mungkin hanya akan bersorak gembira. ada orang kita boleh buat kawan, ada orang boleh jadi lawan. awak kene ingat benda tu.

kita semua kene faham yang manusia adalah organisma yang paling rumit yang diciptakan tuhan. kita tak boleh nak jangka apa diorang akan buat dan cakap. tapi awak kene sentiasa bersedia. memang seharusnya awak relax je. sebab awak tak salah. mungkin kehadiran orang lain dalam hidup awak yang menjadikan situasi sekarang makin sukar difahami. dia yang selayaknya sedih. dia yang sepatutnya rasa bersalah. dia yang seharusnya selesaikan semua ni.

awak, people come and go. itulah lumrah dan norma kehidupan yang kita perlu tempuhi. sukar ataupun tidak. tapi kita kene jugak lalui kan? kawan yang ibarat kaca tu boleh je ditinggalkan kat mana-mane macam botol kaca yang berselerakan kat tepi jalan tu and kawan ibarat permata tu, genggamlah i bagai nyawa kita sendiri.

satu saya nak dari awak, belajarlah kata tidak ataupun no sekali sekala. bukan untuk mengeruhkan keadaan tapi untuk membaikpulih masa depan. saya tak nak orang pijak kepala awak. niat awak memang baik tapi.. kalau sampai macam ni jadinya, baik tak payah kan?

jadi, awak berhati-hatilah and be strong! saya tau awak boleh. cuma ingat! jangan buat benda bodoh. janji yer. saya sayang awak!

yang ikhlas,
thira.

letters to...

2010-07-14T10:41:00.006+08:00

i saw this on dila ariff's blog and somehow i find it interesting. at least i could blog everyday for a reason and not to just rant anything out which most of it are ridiculously non-sense at all. :) shall give it a try, kan? nanti i start okay? :)

aku adalah hippo, kau adalah hypo

2010-07-14T10:02:00.003+08:00

hippopotamus are not meant to live! eh salah! hypocrites! yes. hypo yang ni. bukan hippo yang comel lagi hampir pupus tu! orang yang suka take other people for granted pun tak layak untuk hidup! marahnya saya kan? memang marah pun! semua dasar tak kenang budi. saya semakin tak faham dengan orang atau bahasa lebih tepatnya manusia. heh. memang tak dinafikan yang manusia berubah sejajar dengan perubahan masa. [gila bai bahasa melayu aku!] tapi.. entahlah. kalau berubah jadi lebih baik takpe jugak? ini tidak. yer.. tidak dinafikan juga setiap manusia ada hak ke atas diri masing-masing untuk berubah ke tahap yang macam mana. [nak hebat je kan bahasa saya? ni bercakap pasal hak sebab baru lepas belajar pasal perlembagaan. ahaks! :-p] inilah yang dinamakan kawan semasa senang mudah didapati di pasaran tapi kawan ketika susah derita payah dan sewaktu dengannya memang sama susah untuk dicari di mana-mana sekalipun. nak kutip tepi jalan pun takde.

ah! ayat kasi gempak je. jadi ambiklah iktibar sikit. tak payah banyak. bila berkawan, berkawanlah dengan bersungguh dan bukan atas niat-niat yang tak elok. dan bila memilih kawan, pilih yang terbaik dari yang terbaik. nobody's perfect. tuhan bagi akaluntuk berfikir. bagi hati untuk memahami. gunakanlah semua tu sebaik mungkin. terangkan hati tu.

jangan mudah mempercayai sesiapa sekelip mata andai tidak tahu yang benar.
jangan mudah mengadili orang hanya kerana kesilapan sebesar zarah.
jangan mudah menuding jari jika diri tidak dicermini.
jangan mudah terpengaruh hanya kerana buta hati.
jangan berlagak tau segala andai ilmu baru sikit ditimba.

p/s: i trust no one but them and only them.
biar buta mata, jangan buta hati.
biar telinga tak mendengar, tapi otak memahami.

bosan

2010-07-09T11:55:00.002+08:00

marketing bagi saya headache walaupun lecturer sikit punye baik. XD

something.for.you

2010-07-06T20:32:00.002+08:00

everything i do, i do it for you.
tapi kalau semua tu salah kat mata orang lain, i'll stop.
saya tak mampu nak puaskan hati semua orang.
the least i could do is to let them happy.
senang je nak buat tu.
lukakan hati sendiri dan secara automatiknya, mereka akan gembira.
mudah je kan?
semua yang saya buat serba tak kene.
hati awak pun kadang-kadang saya rasa saya tak mampu nak puaskan.
saya terlampau sensitif.
saya cepat terluka.
saya cepat rasa bersalah.
saya cepat naik angin.
saya tak boleh control.
mungkin betul la diorang rasa saya tak layak untuk awak.
mungkin awak berhak untuk orang yang lebih baik.

p/s: mood emo seketika.
terima kasih pada mulut-mulut longkang tersebut.
memang ikutkan bukan sekadar kuih talam tapi kuih lapis.
rasa manis? dia lah yang makan ais krim. *senyum penuh makna*

Marketing [BKD0013]

2010-07-01T10:39:00.002+08:00

kenapa dengan subjek di atas? erm, ada assignment! on going yang sepatutnye di-submit 2 days ago? call me hebat or lazy! i don't give a damn. hasil dari ketiadaan internet di rumah mengakibatkan all the delay in progress.

saya ni spesis burung hantu yang sangat aktif pada waktu malam. bila tau ada kerja kene siapkan, malam kalau tak tido pun takpe tapi janji boleh concentrate untuk buat. now bila takde peneman setia, ie: internet, jadi alahai lemahnya nak siapkan kerja kat work station tu. :(

sekarang kerja saya dah tertangguh dua hari. tapi berbelog boleh pulak kan? sakai tak sakai belakang kira. sekarang saya nak pergi buat la ni.

COSMETIC BRAND AUDITING! walaupun saya perempuan tapi tapi, ilmu pengetahuan tentang barang cosmetic ni saya cetek jugak! hahaha.. tak layak jadi lelaki mahupun perempuan. so saya nak jadi ape? jeng3x!

okay bye! terima kasih baca hasil repekan saya. [repekan adalah cerita merepek]

p/s: mam, mam cantik and popular.
jangan potong markah yer?
saya janji akan come up dengan hasil yang cemerlang.
oh assignment kedua pun saya akan buat yang paling vast!
asalkan saya dapat A yer mam? ;-)

DOTA

2010-06-29T18:44:00.006+08:00

haa.. bagi penggemar-penggemar game memang kenal sangat la dengan permainan ni. atau dalam kata nama lainnnya Warcraft III? kan? haha.. sumpah saya sangat cetek ilmu pengetahuan game. kalau dulu saya hanya dengar tentang game ini yang diperkatakan oleh ramai orang. atau game-game lain macam COD [Call of Duty] and L4D1/L4D2 [Left for Dead] and game bola pun ada jugak. entah la. pening dah. saya tak pernah terlibat. tapi sekarang, orang sekeliling saya semuanya bermain game. tambah-tambah orang paling dekat dengan saya. kalau dah bagi dia main game, memang saya yang depan mata ni, macam semut kat kaki jelah. [sikit punye besar saya ni jadi saiz semut? nak tipu biar beragak okay? haha..] yelah, semut kalau merayap kat kaki bukannya nampak. setakat rasa je. kalau effect dia besar, tepis-tepis je dengan kaki, kalau tak biarkan je semut tu merayap. so macam tu lah yang saya rasa. kadang-kadang berhenti je merayap sebab takde guna. hahaha.. ada sesetengah umat terutama golongan perempuan macam saya suka menggelarkan DOTA sebagai Dunia Orang Takde Awek. haha.. apa ku kisah? memang hakikat. kalau dah dapat main tu, bukan pandang kiri kanan. perempuan hot macam gunung berapi (takde kaitan) pun tak nampak. wek wek! :-p

p/s: jangan dilarang diorang main game.
at least game komputer.
BUKAN game lain? hahaha..
TAPI biar berpada-pada lah yer?

H.A.T.I

2010-06-21T14:18:00.002+08:00

tanya sama hati apa pasal resah?
nanti jawab hati - aku tak tau.

tanya sama hati apa pasal celaru?
nanti jawab hati - aku tak tau.

tanya sama hati apa pasal keliru?
nanti jawab hati - aku tak tau.

tanya sama hati apa pasal goyah?
nanti jawab hati - aku tak tau.

tanya sama hati apa pasal cemburu?
nanti jawab hati - aku tak tau.

hmm.. ape yang pasti, saya sedang merepek. entah ape yang ada dalam benak saya ni pun saya tak tau. tiba-tiba hati ni rasa tak senang. penuh dengan rasa-rasa yang tak pernah diundang untuk hadir dan tak pula dihalau untuk pergi. (dalam resah boleh jugak bagi ayat bunga-bunga cinta layu di pusara kan? haha.. takde kaitan. layaaan..) saya sendiri tak faham. entah kenapa sekarang hati ni sensitif sangat. tolong la tenangkan saya.

saya memang budak penuh masalah kan?
terima jelah seadanya.
hati ni memang milik saya.
hati ini saya yang rasa.

perihal belog.

2010-06-17T14:37:00.004+08:00

i think i've lost the touch. the touch of? writing. to share my thoughts or story or opinion. i just lose it. why do i have a blog is surely the question i would really wanna ask myself now. tapi, tapi.. entahlah. dah dua tahun ada blog. but masih tertanya-tanya what do i really wanna share here. all i know, when i first started this blog was all because i was pretty damn bored back then. no uni. no working. no nothing. boleh tahan? sure tak kan? so i ended having a blog without any specific reason. semua benda dalam blog saya ni is a mixture of everything. rojak ah kira. hmm.. sedap jugak dapat rojak buah time-time camni. laparrrrrrrr.. hahaha.. dah merepek. well, biarlah kata blog saya rojak kan? hee.. :)

some people have blog for specific reason. ada yang jadikan blog sebagai diary. ada yang jadikan blog untuk memberi pandangan hidup. ada yang jadikan blog sebagai tempat untuk mempamerkan hasil-hasil nukilan and tulisan. ada jugak yang jadikan blog ni tempat untuk melariskan jualan. pendek kata, blog adalah medium penyampaian yang sangat popular. budak kecik pun boleh ada blog. dah tu camno? hehehe..

jadi dah terbukti, sesebuah blog tu tak memerlukan sebarang sebab untuk terhasil. semua terpulang pada si penulis blog tu sendiri. sebab kat negara kita yang bebas ni kita bebas nak meluahkan ape yang kita rasa. sebab tu la boleh ada kes yang sampai naik turun mahkamah hanya disebabkan oleh sesuatu penulisan di dalam blog. eceh.. dah macam berita pulak dah. dah dah.. baik saya berhenti cakap pasal tu sebelum saya pulak yang kene. cuma tu lah. main point dia, kita boleh merepek sesuka hati kita, kita boleh mengarut ape yang kita nak tapi sentiasa berhati-hati dengan ape jua yang kita nak sampaikan.

dan dengan itu jugalah terhasilnya belog-belog spesis saya punya ni. belog rojak! haha.. macam-macam ada. ada pasal peribadi. ada pasal orang. ada pasal negara. and just macam-macamlah. haha.. suka hati sayalah nak merepek ape. tak suka baca? malas baca? meluat baca? geli baca? exit banyak der. pandai-pandai cari jalan keluar okay?

selamat muntah! haha.. :D

saya pun macam orang lain jugak!
nak share ape saya rasa.
sebab tu saya jarang post URL belog saya kat mana-mana.
orang yang tau, tau lah.

more than words.

2010-06-16T15:07:00.003+08:00

mungkin saya masih tak layak untuk menyayangi juga disayangi.
mungkin saya masih mentah untuk terus berdiri kuat.
mungkin saya masih lembik untuk terus maju ke depan.
mungkin saya masih belum layak untuk berada disisi awak.
mungkin saya masih perlu perbaiki diri saya yang banyak kekurangan.
mungkin saya masih tak punya apa-apa.

maafkan saya.

sebab saya selalu melukakan awak.

touch, kiss, hug, love

2010-05-16T01:18:00.007+08:00

"my knight in shining armor."

"one of my version of the seven wonders of the world."

"my other half."

uhuh! that's you!

okay, awak dah boleh diam.

coz it's the fact.

also the truth nothing but the truth.

bila saya.

2010-05-16T01:12:00.002+08:00

bila saya sayang,

saya sayang sepenuh jiwa.

bila saya sayang,

saya sayang tanpa berkira.

bila saya sayang,

saya sayang sampai bila-bila.

bila saya sayang,

saya sayang tanpa dipaksa.

bila saya sayang,

saya sayang seikhlasnya.

from A to A with hugs, kisses && love

andai dan jika

2010-05-16T01:03:00.005+08:00

Maafkan aku andai dikau sering kulukai,

Maafkan aku andai dikau belum kufahami,

Maafkan aku andai dikau masih belum bahagia,

Maafkan aku jika airmata yang mengalir tanpa sengaja

Maafkan aku jika diri ini membebankan,

Maafkan aku jika segala yang terjadi adalah satu kesilapann bagimu.

yang ikhlas,

yang sedang beremosi.

haha.. so bear with me.

-azma-

2010-05-12T15:10:00.003+08:00

i can never be mad at you long.

cuti-cuti petaling jaya

2010-05-12T14:10:00.006+08:00

yer. sudah cuti bagi masyarakat-masyarakat unitard eh salah unirazak! nama baru la der.. upgrade sikit! :) cuti 3 minggu yang bermula sejak isnin yang lalu! dah la paper saya penutup segala exam! yer.. kondem ah lagi. tak kisah pun. wek wek!

cuti bermakna balik kampung bagi sesetengah pelajar. (skema tak skema tak?) dan sesetengah pula hanya pulang ke pangkuan keluarga! eceh! and.. paling tak best (well, untuk saya la..) ada yang pergi bercuti! nak ikut la der! haha.. merepek dah!

okay la. setakat ni, saya hanya mampu duduk rumah. hari ni baru hari ketiga dari tiga minggu cuti. haih. dan saya sudah merasakan kebosanan tahap melampau. tiga hari di rumah juga telah mengakibatkan saya mengqada'kan tidur (ada tak perkataan ni dalam kamus dewan bahasa dan pustaka?) hahaha..

**fakta sampingan: saya pantang bila

orang yg reply message saya tu bukan orang yg saya harapkan.

biar lambat janji jangan orang yg tiada kaitan tu baca.

serious buat saya angin!

akibatnya sekarang saya akan biarkan aje post ini begini.

BYE!

bila bosan anda lakukan ini 6

2010-05-11T01:37:00.005+08:00

1) Adakah anda rasa hot ?
nope! in every every expect! am not hot at all..

2) update wallpaper pc/laptop yang anda guna sekarang..?
none. coz it's a family pc and i have yet to create my own account. layzeyh!

3) cerita pasal gambar nie.
nada! =.=

4) kali terakhir makan pizza?
couple of moths ago! dang! haha..

5) lagu terakhir anda dengar?
total eclipse of the heart - glee cast

6) apa anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?
chatting with syam afiq && sniffing the smell of 'your' sweater! :)

7) selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama ape?
thira, athira, teddy bear, mubby, angel and the list goes on.

8) tag lagi 5 orang sape yg nak kene tag.
afamarfar, mira azizs, atiqah, syed, fazzy

9) siapa org no 1 pada anda?
the other half. the no.1 in the list of my version of seven wonders of the world. <3

10) katakan sesuatu pada org no 5 ?
missing you kakak sedara! gossip session?

11) no 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
dunno. missing you la!

12) bagaimana pula dgn no 2?
a very good friend! a crazy one i must say!

13) kata-kata cinta untuk org no 4 ?
syg you yunk! ole-ole jakarta, i'm smelling you! :D

14) berikan 5 fakta yg anda tahu tentang org yg tag anda?
- deeply in love with mr.k.
- hard-headed in a sense that she always wanna win. :p
- talks a lot, i mean A LOT!
- eats a lot too, serious shit weyh! haha!
- loves photography.

afamarfarzaffafranfan

2010-04-16T14:00:00.002+08:00

what more do i need to prove to show that i'm all yours without any doubt.

serba tak kena

2010-04-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

murah sangat ke harga setitik air mata untuk orang yang kita sayang? haih..

(mula la ayat nak skema aje!)

Peringatan itu makanan hati

2010-04-10T13:13:00.016+08:00

a well said advice by cik atiqah radzali.

(sila kelik pada nama cik manis ini)

sama seperti ape yg saya rasa.

sama seperti ape yg ingin saya cakapakan.

sama dengan ape yg terpendam.

p/s: tak sama dengan korang? heh. baca la balik peringatan cik atiqah radzali kita.

official number 202

2010-04-08T21:19:00.005+08:00

I'm somehow, very the:-

thanks to you:-

to munchkin, please:-

blog post number 201

2010-04-06T18:56:00.003+08:00

i don't care with what you wanna say.

it's my life we're talking about.

saya dah kata saya tak peduli.

awak pun kata awak tak peduli.

maka konklusi?

diamkan aje.

waffle bertakhta coklat dan kacang.

2010-04-05T18:23:00.007+08:00

sedap kan? sumpah rasa nak makan ni sekarang jugak!

saya sekarang di dalam keadaan;-
1. mengantok. mata sudah hampir 40 jam tidak dilelapkan.
(hebat tak hebat tak?? HEBAT! saya tau. dah diam!)
2. sejuk. duduk direct depan air cond. mungkin mempunyai kekuasaan 2 horse power.
(orang melayu kata kuasa kuda. kuat sgt ke kuda kalau nak dibandingkan dgn dinosaur? abaikan.)
3. lapar. gila. bila dah sejuk, mula la lapar tahap dewa ke-17. padahal hari ni dah melantak lebih dari yg sepatutnya.
(pagi-roti canai. tgh hari-nasi berlauk. ptg sikit-cantonese style mihun. teror tak perut saya? mane nak kurus camni. =.=)

saya ni dah la tengah mengidam macam-macam. orang mengandung 9 bulan pun tak mengidam camni. =.=

ikea's meatballs

shepherd's pie

waaaaaa.. sedapnye kalau dapat! mari berjalan2 penuhkan perut and menikmatinya sepuas-puasnya! :)

till then pembaca belog. nanti nak makan korang panggil saya okay!

saya dah kurus!

2010-04-05T09:00:00.008+08:00

saya penuh kontroversi. tajuk tu takde kaitan. next sentence please!

selamat pagi dunia! well, malaysia to be exact! kat tempat lain belum tentu dah pagi. heh! tapi ada saya peduli? haha.. saya sedang dalam mood nak merepek. nak tahu kenapa? sebab sekarang dah genap 24 jam saya tak tidur? dan kenapa saya tak tidur? sebab saya pelajar contoh yang suka siapkan ASSignment pada saat akhir. apa? padan muka? hahaha.. terima kasih. saya tau. :) :)

ASSignment ape yang saya sedang gembar-gemburkan ni? (ceh bahasa melayu nak hebat je kan?) semester ni sikit pun tak macam semester lepas? (daaa~ terang terang memang la lain. sem 1 & sem 2! memang ah lain. =.=) well, itu bukan point dia. point dia, segala-galanya semakin hectic! ASSignment untuk satu subjek tak cukup dengan satu. perlu ke sampai 2-3? tak kan? bukan makin bijak pun. hahaha.. (nampak sangat saya tak dapat apa-apa input dari membuat ASSignment, kan?) sekarang saya sedang berhempas pulas sehingga bersengkang mata (peh! ayat nak power kan?) untuk menyiapkan Food & Beverage Operations. satu subject tapi kerja banyak! nak jadi apa ni?

nak merepek pun tak tau nak merepek ape. semua yang saya merepek takde kaitan. but ada saya ambik kisah? ada? ada? ada? takde kan? sebab tu saya post jugak.. hee.. ;-)

dah ah kalau nak muntah baca post ni, pergi lari masuk toilet sekarang. i need to get that F&B assignment done and over with once and for all..

byebye you no life/got so much time people! :D

bestnye tangok banyak buku.

p/s: bye. saya nak take a nap sambil tersenyum mengenangkan assignment yg tak siap.

oxygen

2010-04-05T05:18:00.004+08:00

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feetLike bricks underwater
How am I supposed to tell you how I feel
I need oxygen

Chorus:
Oh baby, Let me be your lady
I would make you happy
I'm never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave
Oh baby, Can I be your lady
I'm going crazy for you

And so I found a state of mind
Where I could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside down to a place
Where you've been waiting
How am I supposed to tell you how I feel
I need oxygen

Chorus:
Oh baby can I be your lady
I will make you happy
I'm never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave
Oh baby Can I be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And you don't wanna keep me waiting
Staring at my fingers
Feeling like a fool

Oh baby Can I be your lady
I'm goin crazy
I'm never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave, Never gonna leave
Oh baby let me be your lady
I'll make you happy, yeah

Tell me what you want,
Baby tell me what you need
Anything I ask, baby give it to me
Baby give it to me, give it to meGive it to me, give it to me
Baby give it to me, give it to me

I came apart inside a world made of angry peopleI found a boy who had a dreamMaking everyone smile
He was sunshine

tak pernah hilang.

2010-04-05T05:03:00.004+08:00

H to the E to the Y! :)

sihat? been good? has life been treating you guys well? yes? no? haih. i miss messing around with my blog. i miss blog-walking. i miss crapping around. geez i miss just about everything regarding blog!

don't blame me for the long silence! blame the laziness in me. oh jgn lupa blame sekali segala assignments yg menimbun tu, tak lupa pada class tiap-tiap hari, juga pada mid-term dan quiz and paling best pada exam finals yg ada around the corner tu. nampak tak? hah! bagus kalau dah nampak.

sebok tanya orang punye life. myself? hee.. never been better and not to forget never been worst too.. complete package of ups and downs of life. heh! appreciating every single bit yg terjadi. if not, saya takkan belajar ape-ape.

**kenapa saya update belog ini sekarang? tidak sedarkah saya akan kertas kerja yg perlu disiapkan itu? dan perlu dihantar dalam masa kurang dari 12 jam dari sekarang? oh, jgn salahkan saya! saya bosan. hahaha..

currently listening to: love me-justin bieber
time: 5.13am @ 5th April 2010
mood: sleepayh as hell!

till then byebye you beautiful homo sapiens! :)

tak mati dikeji

2010-01-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

This is to whom it may concern, people in unitar. [you know who you are]. Look.. I have totally no idea what’s going on between you guys and me. i don’t know what’s really the problem. Kalau rasa diri betul, come and confront me. I come to unitar not to cari gaduh with anyone. Kalau rasa I dah buat salah, tell it to me yourself. Ape punca korang perang dengan I pun I tak tau. Nak flash back? Let’s flash back then. It all started last sem towards the end of semester. Masa time2 tgh busy with assignment. I get it. Then I know I was pissed off with some of you for not being cooperative enough. But is it me to be blame? Semarah2 I ada I pergi report kat lecturer? Ada I tak tulis nama korang pada frontpage? Takde kan? Ada I mintak bayar balik ape yg I dah print out? Takde kan? Ada I mintak korang ganti waktu tidur i? takde jugak. So what seems to be the problem? Memang lepas tu I makan hati for the fact that, terima kasih or thank you pun takde korang bagi. I was mad, so if I terlepas cakap mana2 then I’m sorry. But that’s it. Yg korang prolonged benda tu sampai sekarang for what? Beginning of sem tu I ingat semua dah okay. I nak tegur tapi semua buat angin. Especially you, you know who you are coz you’re the only person yg tak cakap degan I dari awal sampai sekarang. I tried talking to you, you ignore me. buat-buat tak nampak i. nak senyum pun lagi la tak. What you expect me to do? Merayu kat you? Dah orang tak nak kawan. So kita nak terhegeh-hegeh based on what purpose? It was obvious lagi bila one day you baru sampai, so was i. you melencong terus. Why? My fault jugak? And as for the rest. Ape kaitan korang? Kata I yg bawak mulut. Kata I yg ego besar macam badan I kan? Apesal pulak? Korang bawak mulut takpe pulak? Konon kawan-kawan (kawan ke?) dah pinggirkan i? I tak mati tanpa kawan. Tapi kawan takkan betray kawan sendiri. Pergilah cari maksud sebenar perkataan kawan tu. I don’t start FB war like you did. If you’re brave enough, instead of having facebook to facebook. Let’s face to face. Kat facebook pun tak post kat my wall. Through people’s post. Why? I kan yg salah. Post la kat page i. pastu tak nak mengaku diri sendiri. Kalau betul member, tegur la member secara baik. I tak pernah nak burukkan orang. Tapi orang ada akal and fikiran. Boleh fikir mana baik mana buruk. Kalau sekarang I kat bawah sekalipun, Tuhan ada. Dia Maha Adil Maha Mengetahui. Dia tau hambaNya macam mana. Kalau rasa diri baik, korang tak patut main fitnah and terus tuduh melulu. Come face me and we talk professionally. I tak pernah ganggu hidup korang, I tak pernah nak mengata korang kat siapa2 pun, whoever yang tau, tau lah, while yang tak. Let them be. So sekarang tetap nak kata I yg salah? kalau korang nak terasa during accounting first class korang ajak duduk depan dengan korang, but i cakap nanti. i memang nak duduk. but i tgh ckp dgn my friends. then lepas tu class dismiss. masa bila i nak duduk dengan korang? bukan i ego. then second class, i tak duduk dengan korang jugak. coz i was in a situation where i know if i sit dengan you guys, you'll put me in an awkward position. salah i jugak ke?? tell me? all this while, i tried my best to be as calm as possible. but you guys make it even harder for me. so what do you expect? As manusia biasa, kita takkan lari melakukan kesilapan and for that I’ll apologized publicly- I am sorry for whatever i’ve done that might have hurt some of you. But please, come and explain it to me. I deserve to know why the cold treatment.

number 195.

2010-01-21T11:58:00.003+08:00

hey hey.. at the workstation of so called popular, unitar also known as universiti tun abdul razak. heh. saya kejam? mungkin? i've never wished to be here but i accepted it. ikhlas tak ikhlas, belakang cerita. it's been a while since i last udpated my blog. god knows why? no mood? lack of ideas?? so on and so forth. ahh.. another reason is cause the pc at home masuk hospital. yer.. pc saya sakit dan perlu dikejarkan ke hospital. sudah sebulan beliau terlantar dihospital. tak pernah sekali pun saya pergi tengok beliau. ok dah. saya mengarut.

okay people, i'm on my second week of second sem. how time flies. heh. everything was alright. i miss sem one. hahaha.. god knows why. things change and i hope it's for the better. my result was awesome? 1A and 4B's. what more can i ask for? i pretty happy with it. maka saya perlu lebih berusaha. :)

ok bye now! hahaha..nak pergi bakal boyfriend baru!!! hahahaha.. lecturer here i come!! :D

bertig-tag bila bosan adalah satu kemestian.

2009-12-10T23:51:00.003+08:00

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
* umah sendiri.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
* seluar pendek dan erm, singlet.

3. What is your current problem?
* adakah berfikir itu satu masalah? :)

4. What makes you happy most?
* mereka. <3

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
* superhuman.

6. Any celeb you would marry?
* ada la. tapi dia nak saya tak? (-_-")

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
* laura low? dan dato' azhar mansor kalau tak silap. :)

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
* pernah. nyanyi lagu happy birthday waktu birthday party. haha..

9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
* memang tak lah nak cakap rupa ni rupa selebriti. selebet ada la. (-_-")

10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows?
* err.. barney kira tak? :D

11. Do you speak any languages?
* melayu, inggeris, jawa. hahaha..

12.Do you ever watch MTV?
* pernah.

Chapter 1:
=====================

1. Middle name
* TRA. harapan.

2. Nickname(s) (for friends):
* athirah/thira

3. Current location:
* atas kerusi.

4. Eye color:
* cekelat gelap.

Chapter 2:
=====================

Do you get along well with your parents?
* dalam sesetengah perkara, ya!

Chapter 3: Favorites
==========================

=

1. Ice creams
* ape-ape janji aiskrim. aiskrim adalah syurga. :D

2. Shampoo/conditioner:
* sunsilk.

Chapter 4: Do You...
===========================

1. Dance in the shower?
* tak payah la tanya. malu. :p

2. Do you write on your hand?
* pada keadaan yang memerlukan.

3. Call people back?
* yelah.

4. Believe in love?
* nak tak nak, ia memang wujud.

5. Any mental health issues?
* takde. positif.

Chapter 5: Have You..
.=============================

1. Broken a bone?
* macam pernah macam tak? entah.

2. Sprained anything?
* kaki. =.=

3. Had physical therapy?
* hahaha..

4. Gotten stitches?
* tidak ada dan tidak akan.

5. Taken painkillers?
* pernah. kot?

HOW I END MY SENTENCES
===============================

1. I love: YOU! :)

2. I don't understand: why i have this feeling.

3. When I wake up in the morning: i look at my phone.

4. Life is full of: tests.

5. I get annoyed very quickly when: he does that thing he does.

6. Parties are : fine with me.

7. Dogs are: an animal.

8. Cats are: my favorites.

9. Tomorrow is: another mysterious day.

10. I have a low tolerance for: something.

11. If I had a million dollars I would : spend, keep and donate.

12. I'm totally terrified of: death.

seratus sembilan puluh tiga.

2009-12-10T23:38:00.004+08:00

hello dunia belog yang telah lama saya tinggalkan. hello kawan-kawan yang lama menagih cerita merepek saya. hello stalker yang tiba-tiba tersampai ke page saya dan akhir sekali hello dunia!]

i'm on my sem break now. tak sangka ya! pejam-pejam celik saya bakal menjadi senior satu sem. heh. =.= i had a whole bunch of fun through out the whole sem. despite the ups and downs of course. whole bunch of new people. whole bunch of new experience.

till then!

let's see if you still know me :)

2009-10-19T02:42:00.001+08:00

Answer the following questions and tag 10 people you think whom knows you the best.. or for whatever reason you have; just tag them.

1.Where did you and I meet?

2.How long have you known me?

3.The last time we saw each other?

4.Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?

5.What's my personality like?

6.What's my favorite food?

7.Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what)?

8.Have you ever hugged me?

9.If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?

10.If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring?

11.What do you think I will be in 10 years?

12.Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?

bits and pieces.

2009-10-18T23:26:00.007+08:00

omg! stress!

I am still alive. Hahaha.. What an opening. But it’s the fact. Thought I’ll be off to the other side of the world. Heh. Assignments is killing me like hell.. I wanna spill everything here and now!

I miss my school life and friends! Seriously. I miss doing work with them. Everything seems to be so easy and going on smoothly. Unlike now! Semua macam tak nak markah je buat kerja. No cooperation. No sense of urgency. I wonder why they are there in the first place! Nak belajar ke tak? Tak nak, belah jelah. Takkan all the time nak kene kejar je? Sampai bila i should spoon feed them?

I am so annoyed! Semua macam-macam perangai. Dulu masa sekolah-sekolah pun ada yg macam-macam perangai but not as bad as this? Why?? Saya rindu kamu-kamu semua. :(

sayang semua.

2009-10-08T02:48:00.004+08:00

haih. lama sungguh diri ini menghilang. entah kenapa jari jemari ini sering malas untuk mengemaskini belog yg comel ini. :p malah otak jugak tidak dapat menghasilkan idea-idea yg bernas bagi memantapkan belog yg hebat ini. :p mungkin kamu rindu saya? saya rindu kamu juga. :D i'll be back. for sure. i'll be back with the new updates that i have saved in my pendrive long long time ago. will just copy and paste. :D buat masa sekarang, mari muntah tengok gambar ini. enjoy.

p/s: banyak tak korang muntah? ;D

#1

2009-08-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

saya sayang awak sangat tapi...

day 1 week 1.

2009-07-27T16:08:00.003+08:00

the workstation is killing me. damn. i'm now at the college anddd have started my class.. yes the workstation sucks because tak boleh bukak facebook and myspace and any messenger. geez.. nak balik! heh.

johor bahru.

2009-07-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu dan telah kuberikan seluruh hatiku tapi mengapa baru kini kau bertanyakan cintaku.

exercise bersama nobody but choo.

2009-07-16T00:31:00.001+08:00

sumpah video ni kelakar yg amat. tak tahan i asyik gelak. kalau you all moody, maybe should watch this. hasil dari kebosanan mungkin. heheh..

tak sabar menanti saat-saat diijab kabulkan.

2009-07-15T00:27:00.003+08:00

inilah muka yg penat, selekeh, sememeh, poyo, menggelikan juga muka gatal nak kawin. (-_-")
sekadar gambar hiasan tanpa motif.

macam biasa i selalu letak post title yg takde kene mengene dgn post i ni. sengal kan. well, hakikat, tarikh 21 julai adalah tarikh kemuncak yg bakal merungkai segala perasaan yg terpahat di hati. waahh.. lulus BM. (-_-")

well, well diri ini akan dikahwinkan dengan unitar. tempoh perkahwinan adalah selama dua setengah tahun jer. dan busana yg bakal saya peragakan adalah ape-ape yg berwarna hitam putih dan yg pasti ianya perlulah formal. huh. langsung tak cool. tsk.. perlu shopping baju kemeja serta seluar juga sehelai tali leher hitam. ada sesiapa nak sedekah?

kampus: PINTAR CAMPUS, Kelana Jaya
fakulti : Diploma Pengurusan Hotel
tempoh : 2 1/2 tahun

nak jenguk i? marilah. banyak kopitiam situ nanti. :)

i rest my case.

2009-07-07T14:51:00.002+08:00

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

Asked someone to marry you?
Guilty

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?
Innocent

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

Kissed a picture?
Guilty

Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

Held a snake?
Guilty

Been suspended from school?
Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent

Stolen from a store?
Guilty

Been fired from a job?
Innocent

Done something you regret?
Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty

Kissed in the rain?
Innocent

Sat on a roof top?
Innocent

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Sang in the shower?
Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty

Shaved your head?
Innocent

Slept naked?
Guilty

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty

Been in a band?
Innocent

Shot a gun?
Innocent

Donated Blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

Been too honest?
Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
Innocent

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Guilty

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

Had communication w/ your ex?
Guilty

DATING Someone?
Guilty

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney fare?
Innocent

Got totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

that's when i love you by aslyn.

2009-07-06T00:36:00.001+08:00

pertama kali diperdengarkan di page cik nurul, terus ku jatuh hati. sangat terkesan di hati.

will stop counting now.

2009-07-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

okay. just wanted to say it's the end for you and me. since you read my blog kan. so might as well i say it here. i'll follow my best friend's footstep. no more being where i used to be. i hope it'll work this time knowing me la kan. coz it seems that you're very fine now. not wanting to bother you no more. despite you being busy and so on, you have other things for you to take care off. there's no point of me being around or even be part of your life dah kan. you come and go as you pleased. hmm..

one hundred and eighty-one.

2009-07-04T20:44:00.002+08:00

the feeling is soon to be gone.
see.. told ya it's just a crush.

bila bosan, anda perlu lakukan ini 5.

2009-07-03T13:30:00.003+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage > sky juice. good for your health man! :D
2. last phone call > orang. 7 hours ago.
3. last text message > 'ok' dari orang.
4. last song you listened to > better on the other side tribute to michael jackson.
5. last time you cried > few days ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice > pernahkah? :D
7. been cheated on > nope. it was a win-win situation. boohoo.. :D
8. kissed someone & regretted it > nope.
9. lost someone special > of course.
10. been depressed > yeah.
11. been drunk and threw up > (-_-")

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. purple.
13. green.
14. orange.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend > yes yes.
16. Fallen out of love > nope. kot?
17. Laughed until you cried > definitely.
18. Met someone who changed you > a big yes. :D
19. Found out who your true friends were > yeah baybeh.
20. Found out someone was talking about you > don't bother. pahala pada saya. :D
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list > kalau on the cheek, yesh. more, nope. :p
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life > 97%.. i'm not doing any maths now. :p
23. How many kids do you want to have > not a factory here yaw. 3-5 should be enough kann? :D
24. Do you have any pets > cats, hamsters and fish. tak tak.. ini bukan zoo.. :p
25. Do you want to change your name > to what exactly?
26. What did you do for your last birthday > with the babes. :)
27. What time did you wake up today > 5.45 am.. *bangga*
28. What were you doing at midnight last night > sleeping. :D
29. Name something(S) you CANNOT wait for > kawen! hahaha.. to further my study la.
30. Last time you saw your Mother > just.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? > saya tamak. ada banyak yg nak diubah.
32. What are you listening to right now > bunyi kipas. :D
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom > Tom & Jerry?? heh.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now > nothing.
35. Most visited webpage > facebook, myspace, blogger, youtube, gua.com. :)
36. Whats your real age > 19 years, 4 months, 1 week and 1 day. :)
37. Nicknames > thira, thiwa, athira.

38. Relationship Status > Status Perhubungan Kapal??? apakah? :D
39. Zodiac sign > aquarius.
40. Male or female? > i have what males doesn't. :D
41. Elementary school? > frobel, aladdin and entah? hehe..
42. Middle School? > srk assunta.
43. High school/college? > smk assunta.
44. Hair colour > brown-ish. copper ape entah. :D
45. Long or short > shorter than long but longer than short? wtf? :D paras bahu la.
46. Height > 165 KOT?
47. Do you have a crush on someone? > *mukamerahsambilsenyumlebar*
48: What do you like about yourself? > being who i am?
49. Piercings > one on both sides.
50. Tattoos > nada.
51. Righty or lefty > perfecto with right. a lil on lefty. :p

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery > nada.
53. First piercing > standard 5.
54. First best friend > primary school: leyla kamilia. :D
55. First sport you joined > real sport would be in secondary scool la. olahraga acara padang. :D
56. First vacation > first vacation which i CAN REMEMBER would be to UK kot.
58. First pair of trainers > entah.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating > nothing.
60. Drinking > saliva. hahahah.. nothing la.
61. I'm about to > do nothing as well.
62. Listening to > OST cars the movie. :D
63. Waiting > for nothing.

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids? > absolutely. :D
65. Want to get married? > orang gatal akan jawab tak nak. i tak gatal nak jawab NAK! :D
66. Career? > to be where i should be.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes > both.
68. Hugs or kisses > both.
69. Shorter or taller > taller.
70. Older or Younger > older, but younger is fine as well. :)
71. Romantic or spontaneous > both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms > tummy. wee!~
73. Sensitive or loud > both.
74. Hook-up or relationship > both. hahaha.. relationship please.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant > TM.. :D

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger > nope.
77. Drank hard liquor > nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts > glasses.
79. Sex on first date > nope. tahan la sikit weyh. :p
80. Broken someone's heart > maybe?
81. Had your own heart broken > maybe?
82. Been arrested > arrested for stealing people's heart? yes. :p
83. Turned someone down > maybe.
84. Cried when someone died > yup.
85. Fallen for a friend > yup.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself > yeah.
87. Miracles > yup.
88. Love at first sight > nope. not until i go through it first.
90. Santa Claus > nope.
91. Kiss on the first date > define first date.
92. Angels > angels=malaikat, yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time > nope. setia weyh. :p
95. Did you sing today? > yeah.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? > for fun. yes. sebab dia pun menipu. jerk. heh.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? > very far. there's so much to improve.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it > i would la. but have to make a wise choice.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? > not really.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? > tak.

bila bosan, anda perlu lakukan ini 4.

2009-07-03T13:09:00.004+08:00

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
> TERpaling poyo.

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
> bunyi kipas dan kereta lalu lalang. :D

3. Mungkin saya patut:
> ke tandas.

4. Saya suka :
> orang yang buat saya happy.

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
> the bomb. :D

6.Saya tak faham :
> kenapa susah nak faham banyak benda.. :|

7.Saya kehilangan :
> handphone pertama menggunakan duit sendiri. :(

8.Ramai yang berkata :
> bila nak lepak lagi. :D

9.Makna nama saya :
> tidak tahu? nor tu maksudnya cahaya. athirah pula? mungkin comel? hahaha..

10.Cinta itu adalah :
> membunuhku. membinaku. penganugerahanNya.

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
> membuang air besar. hahahaha.. (-_-")

12.Saya akan cuba :
> sedaya upaya untuk melakukan apa saje yg saya patut cuba. :D

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
> kekal. abadi. forever. infinity.

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
> perlu ditukar. :(

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
> saya terfikir-bestnye tido cuaca macam ni (sejuk) dan juga perkara2 sewaktu dengannya. :D

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
> orang buat benda yg memang dah tau salah tapi tetap nak buat. *hint2*

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
> heaven. mungkin?

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
> ape saje haiwan yg pernah saya katakan ianya comel la..?

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
> zaman sekolah. 7-17 tahun. whoahh.. lamanya sekolah?? XD

20.Hari ini :
> okay je di tengahari jumaat yg tak sejuk dah.

21.Malam ini saya akan :
> makan dan tido dan :)

22.Esok pula saya akan :
> ke unitar maybe? ada yg nak temankan?

23.Saya betul-betul ingin :
> melakukan banyak benda yg begitu terbatas di saat ini. :|

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
> mungkin mood ikat rambut macam ini pula sekarang. (-_-")

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
> beli and belah la pusat tu. lalalala..

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
> BaPun. eh? apakah? XD

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
> gelap. konon macam sangat romantis. heh.

28.Makanan segera adalah :
> makanan yg sedap, lazat lagi memudaratkan? hahaha..

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
> oh yeke..? XD

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
> sesiapa yg ada SMART TAG la. hahah..

oh kenapa denagnku? asyik meng-tag-kan blog je?

pengajaran 1.

2009-07-02T12:47:00.009+08:00

pengajaran satu hari ini berkisarkan tentang social networks. wahh.. terasa bagai diri ini seorang guru. baiklah murid-murid.. :)

okay, seperti yg murid-murid sedia maklum, social network sites is where you make friends kan. and also where you keep in touch with your old buddy right.. tetapi saya rasa, ramai dikalangan mereka yg menggunakan khidmat websites ini utk kegiatan yg salah.

sebagai contoh, ada yg menggunakan laman sesawang ini untuk mencari pasangan kekasih instant, a one-night-stand partner, and so on.. basically memang disalahgunakan untuk kegiatan tidak bermoral. not only that, mereka-mereka ini semua begitu pandai bermain dgn kata-kata..

jadi, sebagai murid-murid saya yg bijak, anda mestilah mengetahui cara-cara untuk berhadapan dgn situasi-situasi tidak diingini ini. :D

1. jangan sesekali memberi nombor telefon kepada rakan yg baru dikenali.
ini namanya menempah maut serta ajal.

2. never judge a book by it's cover. in this case, jangan ingat muka orang tu baik, diri dia pun baik.
jika anda berfikiran begitu, jangan salahkan orang lain jika apa-apa diluar kawalan terjadi.

3. if ever you give out your yahoo or hotmail id, always, always remember to have a special id for your so called new friend.
this is to prevent anda dari confuse and tak dapat bezakan kawan sebenar serta kawan alam maya. :D

4. if you're taken, always remember to tell your status.
nanti bila ada orang dah suka kat you, mulalah menggedik tak tau nak bagi jawapan apa.

sekian untuk kelas kali ini. kita berjumpa lagi dalam kelas yg lain. terima kasih semua. :D

memperkenalkan cikgu anda, cikgu thira. :)
hampeh cikgu ni sempat posing. (-_-")

p/s: terasa geli sungguh mebaca post ini.

ber-twitt twitt lah kita.

2009-07-01T13:31:00.003+08:00

kenapa semua org sibuk ber-twitter? perlu ke kita ber-twitter? saya pun nak ber-twitter tapi untuk ape?

anda ada jawapan pada persoalan ini? sila bentangkan jawapan anda. and i'm really serious. i wanna know. :D

hujung minggu saya yang okay. :D

2009-06-30T11:44:00.004+08:00

asyik-asyik blog di-update dengan tag, asyik-asyik tag meng-update blog.. ehh? chehh.. ayat serabut. heh.. mari saya ceritakan perjalanan hari-hari di hujung minggu yang lalu. macam geli sungguh ayat ini. (-_-")

pada suatu malam sabtu yg angin tak berapa nak bertiup sepoi-sepoi bahasa, saya bersama pakcik, makcik, sepupu lelaki dan sepupu perempuan telah ke satu utama.. eh eh.. silap.. one utama. matlamat (sungguh advance perkataan ini..) ke sana adalah untuk memborong barang2 keperluan sepupu lelaki yg bakal menjadi student Universiti Malaya.. (aku bangga dgn kau siott walau aku tak penah tayang riak bangga aku sebab nanti aku rasa nak terajang kau.. XD)

jadi list barang adalah:- baldi, kasut Converse, sabun mencuci baju sebab tak nak bagi pekerja kat laundry penat.. (?) haha..

hasil selepas sejam:- kasut Converse (sebab ini matlamat utama dia.. XD), s***d** (nanti dia terajang saya kalau saya bocorkan rahsia dia..), bantal yg empuk lagi best..

kemudian, kami menuju ke Food Court Jusco sebab sepupu lelaki ini akan dikuarantin, jadi dia mengidam makan fish and chip.. huu.. tetapi disebabkan rambang mata, beliau memilih makanan lain.

ok malam itu tamat sebegitu sahaja.. ada sesuatu ingin saya ceritakan disebalik kejadian malam itu, tetapi sebelum periuk ape meletus, biar saya simpan ceritanya dahulu.. hahaha..

keesokkan harinya.. i have a date with Shea LaBeouf.. :D

to be honest, i was not a big fan of transformers. i dunno whether i'm lame or what but yea. haha.. so selepas semua org terlampau kecoh, jadi saya pun mengatur langkah ke sunway pyramid bersama sepupu perempuan dan anak sedara lelaki yg kononnya macam muka ricky martin bak kata kawan kakak saya.. (-_-")

jadi kami terus ke panggung wayang.. omg la. sangat 'pendek' Q! sampai turn kami, seats yg tinggal hanyalah yg paling hadapan. row A okeh. (-_-") selepas berkira-kira dan semangat anak sedara mirip ricky martin ini begitu beria-ia nak tengok so boleh boast kat sekolah yg dia juga sudah menonton movie ini, kami bersetuju dan membeli ticket paling hadapan and paling tengah tersebut. :D

awesome possum. itu sahaaj yg mampu saya katakan tentang movie ini. XD

bila bosan, anda perlu lakukan ini 3.

2009-06-30T06:36:00.004+08:00

A : loves to laugh
B : crazy at times
C : cute
D : smart
E : has beautiful eyes
F : wild and crazy
G : sexy
H : gives good hugs
I : very hot
J : likes someone
K : is very athletic
L : very good kisser
M : easy to fall in love with
N : very trustworthy
O : has the best personality ever.
P : popular with all types of people
Q : has a smile to die for
R : will make a good boyfriend or girlfriend
S : likes someone
T : very opened minded
U : is loved by everyone
V : not judgmental
W : very sexy
X : never lets people tell you what to do
Y : nice butt!
Z : makes dating fun

dan nama saya ialah ATHIRAH.. (nama pendek yg glamour sudahh.. :D)

A- loves to laugh very much.. laughing is a therapy taw! :D
T- very opened minded yes.. sangat-sangat, tapi biar la bertempat.
H- gives good hugs coz i'm a teddy bear. :D
I- very hot memang la saya hot. saya ni mamalia berdarah panas. :p
R- will make a good boyfriend or girlfriend good tahap maksima sehingga layak menjadi bakal isteri mithali. :D
A- loves to laugh tak caye ke? tanya la kawan2 saya.
H- gives good hugs saya sedap dipeluk jugak! :D

saya gatal nak kawin.

2009-06-27T02:24:00.000+08:00

1. how old are you?
- sembilan belas.

2. are you single?
- ye. saya hanya ada satu. :D

3. at what age do you think you' ll get married?
- dua puluh tujuh atau seterusnya.

4. do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
- sila doakanlah.

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
- seorang jejaka yang memiliki segalanya. ye, saya tamak. :D

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
- sila beri nama anda jika berkeinginan. :p

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- dua-dua. kan saya dah cakap saya tamak. :D

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- mana-mana tempat yang ada pantai dan boleh shopping. :p

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
- lima ratus orang kot?

10. will that include your exes?
- saya ada X ke? *ada X, ada segalanya* :D

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
- tujuh tingkat.

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- malam. dan pagi.

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- jiwang kapak. hahaha.. tak tau.

14. ur wedding colour theme?
- orang kata putih itu suci? hitam itu menawan? entah. mungkin zaman saya kawin nanti ada colour baru yang akan dhasilkan. siapa tau.

15. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
- apa-apa yang tak menyusahkan.

16. champagne or red wine?
- dua-dua tak nak. teh o ais limau ada? :D

17. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- mane-mane pon boleh.

18. money or household items?
- dua-dua.

19. how many kids would you like to have?
- saya bukan kilang, cukup sekadar tiga ke lima orang.

20. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- sudah tentu.

21. ur dream present fr0m ur future husband
- saya nak dia dan segala-segalanya pada dia. *kenyit mata*

22. whose wedding plan would you like to know next

- siapa kene, dia la orangnya. :D

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

2009-06-27T01:56:00.002+08:00

May you rest in peace Michael Jackson.
Michael Jackson will always be remembered.
His song is superb.

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.
as a tribute to our dearly King Of Pop, Michael Jackson, i am currently listening to almost all of his song.

P/S: maybe i ain't a fanatic of Michael Jackson but but he's a legend la.

bengang meter at the top.

2009-06-26T00:07:00.003+08:00

if i had to choose whether to stay with you or to live on my own, i'd rather be on my own a million times. coz i don't wanna die for stressing living with you.

one hundred and sixty-seven.

2009-06-24T07:36:00.000+08:00

will keeping things low, make it better?
hope it'll pay off.

one hundred and sixty-five.

2009-06-24T02:16:00.001+08:00

i'm looking forward to tomorrow. please give the best and i'll do the rest.

one hundred and sixty-four.

2009-06-23T12:41:00.002+08:00

hmm.. betapa seksanya bila kita TERsuka kat seseorang.
*crush je thira, crush!*

one hundred and sixty-three

2009-06-23T12:28:00.001+08:00

when you're no where to be found, i look around as if i was blind. urghh..

one hundred and sixty-two.

2009-06-23T07:05:00.003+08:00

when i saw your name signed in, my heart just couldn't stop pumping any faster. :D

and the smile couldn't be any wider. :)

one hundred and sixty-six.

2009-06-23T03:32:00.001+08:00

where have you been?
i'm being stupid here, missing you.

in the happy mod :)

2009-06-23T01:36:00.002+08:00

i'm currently crushing. yes crush. no not crush hancur. crush suka. hahaha.. i have a crush on someone. which is very terrible. i think. :D

it's been a while since i last had a crush over someone. i mean a real crush. not just suka-suka kinda thing. for those who knows me well, sure cakap aku gila. coz this time crushing level aku sangat tinggi.

oh wait.. this is the second one. but i managed to overcome the first one. hee..

reminder for my sayang.

2009-06-21T05:43:00.002+08:00

hai sayang. :) yes you. you're my beautiful sayang/readers. ingat siapa ah?? :p

anywho.. i as the author of this blog yang tak secantik you, my readers ni would like to remind you to actually click the nuffnang thing at the top right side of the page. it gives me money yaw. :)

no harm done, just click and i got the money. so can you. :p

bila bosan, anda perlu lakukan ini 2.

2009-06-21T02:44:00.002+08:00

ABC About You Questions...

A - AVAILABLE: in what sense? :D
B - BIRTHDAY: february 11th
C - CRUSHING ON: a person :)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: sky juice.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: a few people.
F - FAVORITE SONG: at the moment, x-ray by nabila huda.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: bears. :)
H - HOMETOWN: petaling jaya.
I - IN LOVE WITH: person? human being? orang? manusia? :p
J - JUGGLE: yes. a bit? hahaha..
K - KILLED SOMEONE: intended to.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: terengganu? i think? or perlis. i swear it hurts my butt.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: strawberry or coffee.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 elder sisters and a bro.
O - ONE WISH: but i have many..? :/
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: seorang insan? hahah..
R - REASON TO SMILE: people :)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: terima kasih cinta.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 3pm. i have valid reasons for that. :p
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: important much ey?
V - VEGETABLE(S): anything.
W - WORST HABIT: i have a very bad anger management i guess?
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: none?
Y – YOYOS ARE: yoyos..? haha..
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: aquarius.

Random Questions About You...

Spell your name without vowels: nrthrh.. cool. alien name anyone? :p
What color do you wear most?: i dunno? white i guess?
Least favorite color?: erm, nada.
What are you listening to?: nothing at the moment.
Are you happy with your life right now?: i guess it's okay. but no doubt there's it's ups and downs.
What is your favorite class in school? : no specific one.
When do you start back at school/college?: have no answer to this just yet.
Are you outgoing?: very much i am. :D
Favorite shoes?: any. depending on the colour and design.
Where do you wish you were right now? : somewhere.

THE CANS...

Can you dance?: to myself, yes? to audience, unsure. :D
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: nope.
Can you whistle?: yesh. :D
Write with both hands?: right a very big yes. left, lil bit. :)
Walk with your toes curled?: yup.

THE DO'S...

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: apparently, i do. haha..
Do you believe in miracles?: yeah.
Do you believe in magic?: define magic. hahaha..
Love at first sight?: not until i go through it myself.
Do you believe in Satan? : yeah?
Do you know how to swim?: does floating counts? hahaha..
Do you like roller coasters?: it's okay.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: depends.

THE HAVES...

Have you ever been on a plane?: yesh.
Have you ever asked someone out?: duhh.. pernah la. hahaha.. :p
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yes.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yeah.
Have you ever painted your nails?: yup.

THE WHATS...

What is the temperature outside?: i don't know. what i know is it's very heat-y. haha..
What radio station do you listen to?: whichever radio station that is playing music that's listenable.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: dang i forgot. was it KFC?
What was the last thing you bought?: my reload.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: father of the bride 2.

THE WHOS...

Who was the last person you IM'd?: kak nurul.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: people.
Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?: orang la. :D

CRYING SECTION...

Ever really cried your heart out?: yes.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: back in high school la kalau ada pun. :)
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: -.-" yes.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: dah sakit, takkan tak kot?
Do certain songs make you cry?: definitely. heh.

HAPPY SECTION...

Are you a happy person?: hehehe.. yesh.
What can make you happy? people. things.
Do you wish you were happier?: of course.
Can music make you happy?: some.

LOVE SECTION...

How many times have you had your heart broken?: does the not real one counted? hehe..
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: apparently, yes i do?

LOOK AT ME...

What is your current hair colour: i can't remember the colour but it's been highlighted. so it's brownish now.
Current piercings?: one on each ear.
Have any tattoos?: nope.
Eye color?: dark brown.

IN A BOY/GIRL...

Favourite eye color: any will do.
Short or long hair: i'd prefer if it's short but it really depends. just look at faizal tahir. hehehe..
Height: someone about my height or taller.
Best clothing: anything that looks good on him.

HAVE YOU EVER...

Been to jail: nope.
Mooned someone: nope.
Laughed so hard you cried: yes yes!
Cried in school: yes.
Thrown up in a store: nope.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: i guess i do. haha..
Gone skinny dipping: nope.

THIS OR THAT...

Pepsi or Coke: both.
McDonald's or Burger King: both.
Single or Group Dates: single. more romantic lah :P (kan dila? hehe..)
Chocolate or Vanilla: both.
Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries.
Meat or Veggies: both are fine for me. :)
TV or Movie: both.
Guitar or Drums?: both.
Adidas or Nike: both.
Chinese or Mexican: dua-dua.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: any will do.
Cake or Pie: both.
MTV or VH1: mtv.

leyla kamilia.

2009-06-16T14:15:00.014+08:00

hai! meet my best friend, LEYLA KAMILIA KAMIL.

it's her birthday yaw!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAWAN BAIK!!
have a wonderful, blastful, and the greatest birthday though you're sick.
semoga panjang umur and dimurahkan rezeki selalu.
oh and get well soon.

we've known each other since primary school. standard one to be exact.
and that makes it 12 years now. whoahh..
she's such an awesome, wonderful and fantastic friend of mine and will always be.
she's the one who will always there for me.

she's the one who always criticized me, advised me, and the one to knocked some sense into my head.
she's the one who always listen and understand.
she's the friend through thick and thin.

thank you for always being there for me.
thank you for all the advise and critics.
thank you for listening.
thank you for all the good times we spent from before till now.
thank you for being my best friend.

happy birthday once again leyla kamilia kamil. :)
and i love youuuu..

bila bosan, anda perlu lakukan ini.

2009-06-16T13:40:00.006+08:00

1. The person who tagged you...
; adila ariff

2. Your relationship with him/her is...
; we're both good friends from secondary school, so that makes her as my good friend?

3. Your 5 impression of him/her is...
; bubbly, emo, loud, perky & friendly.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you...
; what have you done for me ah dila? :p well, being an awesome possum friend of mine of course!

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you...
; err.. that she loves me? hahahahaha.. i can't remember lah.

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will...
; she'll run la ok. the moment you call her different than usual pun she'll run. i.e: cara gatal. so that shows she's straight gila, so do i.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...
; nada.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
; have no idea how to deal with it?

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
; don't know.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now...
; get her to move on and stopping her from being very emo-fied. :p

11. Your overall impression of him/her is..
; bubbly. huhu..

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
; why bother asking me when the question is meant for people "around me"? heh.

13. The characters you love of yourself are...
; friendly and being very open.

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself is...
; bad anger management. hahaha..

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
; a little bit of everything in the world. dang, i'm selfish. but i'm okay with who i am right now.. :)

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them...
; i love you too :)

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

amirah aziz
fa_fakhrullah
francesca
arniesha
nurul
asraf
kama
atiqah radzali
lai kuen
sarah auni

18. Who is no.6?
; my friend from tuition back in high school.

19. Is no.9 a male or a female?
; female.

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, is that a good thing?
; err.. dunno. but 10 is taken? and plus they don't know each other?

21. What's no. 2 studying about?
; he's studying ICT in UIA. that's all i could remember.

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
; 2-3 days ago on msn. it's back to where i imagine it would be.

23. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
; tidak pasti. :|

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
; yesh yesh.

25. Will you woo no.3?
; err..?

26. How about no.7?
; hahaha.. what la.

27. Is no.4 single?
; she's happily taken.

28. What is the surname of no.5?
; mohd. khadzier.

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
; tidak tahu. :|

30. Does no. 5 and no.9 gets along well?
; they don't know one another. heh.

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
; University Islam Antarabangsa, UIA.

32. Talk something casually about no.1.
; permaisuri lawak. hahahha..

33. Have you tried developing any feelings for no.6?
; hahahaha.. what's the motif of this question again?

34. Where does no.9 live at?
; somewhere in PJ lah. haha..

35. What colour does no.4 like?
; can't remember.

36. Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friends?
; saling tidak mengenali, so macam mana nak jadi best friends?

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
; it's been a looooong time since i last met him. zaman sekolah rendah ok.

38. What is no.6 doing now?
; unsure.

what was i thinking when i do it?

2009-05-28T01:52:00.002+08:00

mistakes can never be beautiful at least the ones that i've done. tsk.. people make mistakes. sengaja or tak everybody does.

i want to not care about it but why won't you budge?

grow up and be matured.

2009-05-27T19:41:00.004+08:00

kalau masih belum puas enjoy, kenapa nak commit?
kalau masih belum puas muda, kenapa nak commit?
kalau masih belum puas gatal, kenapa nak commit?
kalau masih belum puas berfoya-foya, kenapa nak commit?
kalau masih belum puas menggedik, kenapa nak commit?

just why bother commit yourself towards someone if you're not ready?

and why does it need me to advice you?
carilah orang lain.

7 years and....?

2009-05-26T17:13:00.004+08:00

7 years and still counting? maybe? you came back. again. for god knows untuk kali yang ke-berapa. at first, it was good. everything went smoothly. despite all the anger yang dah bertahun dipendam. i'm still here. listening. i just listen coz that's what i do best. i advised but it didn't seem to go anywhere. so i shall keep my mouth shut. it annoys me whenever you mention the name. it's just annoying. you say bad thing about the person but yet you say you love the person. so stop the complains already. is it so hard? aku cepat kesian. seriously aku tak tau kenapa? marah lama-lama tapi tak sampai hati to just shove everything at your face. lately, i'm too lazy to even talk to you. it didn't go anwhere close to smooth. ignoring is hard to do but i manage to. after what the 'kawan' did, i feel like i wanna do it too. cuma tak sampai hati lagi. you bugged the hell out of me for the sake of other people. sumpah tak suka.

didn't wanna hurt you.

ketawa will burn down your kalori.

2009-05-23T14:50:00.006+08:00

do you know laughing will burn your calorie? yes it will. haha.. bodohnye, semua orang pun tau kan? kan? kan? but yea, i did burned down my calories the past two days. walaupun sikit. heh. wee!~

anyway, i had a 2-days package of total fun-ness. memang sumpah seronok. 2 hari yg dipenuhi dengan gelak ketawa tanpa henti. SPECIAL THANKS to:- amirah azizs, hafizah ismail, atiqah radzali, marissa, ansar, farah aula & shafira, emma, izzati ali, qurratu, bukhari, fakhrullah and syazwan. sila bangga diri sekarang. ehehe.. korang memang superb. dah lama tak jumpa tapi sekali jumpa sampai tak kering gusi. :)

tanggal 21 mei yang lalu [asal ayat macam nak buat karangan bahasa melayu yang bertajuk- ceritakan saat-saat gembira anda yang penah anda lalui?] saya telah ke rumah hafizah kerana di situ la cabaran bermula. ek? haha.. ok2.. i was invited to this so called gathering dekat rumah hafizah anjuran ansar. pelik tak? takpe. sila pikir sendiri. so ansar telah masak-memasak. dia nak jadi chef terkemuka suatu hari nanti. hahaha.. well, dia masak lamb chop and nasi ayam. :) on that day, lulus. no one had any injury in their stomach or on any other parts of their body la okayy?

waktu makan buah-buahan.

gossips is essential?

kerja kitorang hanya borak, gelak, sembang, ketawa. dari saat menjejakkan kaki ke dalam rumah hingga saat-saat perpisahan. hanya gelak ketawa memenuhi setiap ruang yang ada. bab tolong-tolong masak ke ape ke, sikit je tolong. lebih banyak tolong makan je. i bawak loyang filled with puding jagung. they all suka. :) suka yang maha melampau. hahaha.. sebab benda tu di jadikan lawak mengenekan saya. ouch! but whatever it is, hari tu is full of laughter. :D

the next day, we plan lagi satu perjumpaan. ngee.. this time ada yang ada and ada yang takde. :) dapat jumpa IZZAH BASRI yang macam 10 tahun tak jumpa. seronok jumpa minah ni. bising. hahah.. kitorang pergi pyramid. to watched movie dan juga bermain bowling. terima kasih aula buat kitorang tunggu. :p lame gila tunggu budak nih. baru bangun rupanya masa kitorang call tunggu kat tempat bowling tu. cis..

we had great time masa bowling ni. plus the place was empty, memang suara kitorang je la yang kedengaran with laughters and giggles and just everything. memang main just for fun lah kira. but i love my game. dah lame tak main macam tu. though tak reach 120 points ke ape ke but it was FUN.

syurga cinta. a malay film. a love story based on pegangan agama Islam. it's a watchable movie i must say though i think pelakon perempuan utama boleh cari yang even better. full stop. tanak cakap lebih-lebih on this. :)

cerita ni is my FIRST MALAY FILM yang ditonton di PANGGUNG WAYANG. sekalung TAHNIAH diucapkan kepada:- ansar, marissa, izzah basri, hafizah ismail, amirah azizs and atiqah radzali kerana berjaya mengheret saya intuk menonton filem ini. no hard feeling baybeh.. i enjoyed myself. :) sila bangga diri untuk kali yang kedua. :p

pastu gaduh nak cari tempat makan. adoi. nak makan pun gaduh ke sayangs? :) but all and all tetap SAYANG korang bangat. ok ok. bangga diri lagi. :)

next time buat lagi eh? mamak kan next? :p

i miss what i miss and that is..

2009-05-12T02:06:00.005+08:00

*drumroll*

at no.1 spot, being in kindergarten. yes. :) saya rindu zaman sekolah tadika saya. dalam masa 2 tahun saya pindah-pindah tadika dulu. macam bapak kerja kerajaan pulak. ceh cehh.. mula2 pergi tadika mat salleh. [ceyh.. menyampah kan? i tau. :p] nama frobell. very near to my house. jalan kaki je. lambat pon takpe. [eh, yeke?] then, frobell bankrupt kot? [eh, tak tak.. tak tau la what happened..] we were sent to aladdin. [tak.. saya tak pergi tadika naik karpet terbang.. sobs..] then yg terakhir, saya tak ingat. serius sikit pun tak ingat. tapi nama cikgu dia i ingat, Mrs. Mary J Blige. eh, penyanyi black cikgu i? tak mungkin tapi dia memang seorang india yang gelap manis. Mrs. Mary je nama dia. heee.. zaman tadika sangat free. boleh main komputer and belajar benda interesting yg baru tiap-tipa hari. boleh mandi swimming pool. boleh buat konsert tanpa rasa segan-segan panda. :) sebab walau teruk macam mana pun kita beraksi, orang tetap rasa entertain cause we were the most cutest creature on earth. THEN. hahaha.. now? still does.

tempat kedua ape? masa kecik-kecik dulu, bila bab makan, mintak ape saje mesti dapat. mesti mak masak or beli. tapi sekarang? sendiri mau ingat la. either masak sendiri or beli sendiri. or kadang-kadang lagi best, kene tunggu berbulan kalau nak jugak orang lain yg buatkan. kalau harini saya mintak, masak lemak ikan patin, esok boleh dapat tak? suruh la ikan patin tu terbang ke sini?

next, masa sekolah rendah, saya mengaji dengan seorang guru agama yg juga telah mengajar mengaji kepada kakak-kakak dan abang saya, juga beberapa orang terkenal yg lain. masa tahun pertama mengaji iaitu ketika di dalam darjah dua, saya sangat baik. tapi lepas tu, bila dah ramai kawan, makin nakal la pulak. hee.. lepas tu, selalu simpan gula-gula banyak-banyak. buat rasuah. sebab masa ngaji tak boleh cakap-cakap, nanti bila tiba giliran & ngaji tak lancar, kene rotan. so bagi mengelakkan si mulut becok menyampaikan berita kesalahan kami kepada guru mengaji, mulut mereka telah ku sumbat dengan gula-gula. paling best bila crush saya yg pertma pun mintak kat saya. *merah pipi* dan dia juga lah lelaki pertama yg tau saya sudah akil baligh.. sumpah malu! tapi suka!

taking place at no.4, rindu nak main batu seremban waktu sekolah. then kene sorok2. ni masa sekolah rendah. sebab masa sekolah rendah banyak gila pantang larang. sekolah menengah relax sikit. dan best sangat kalau dapat main kad. hahaha.. main ramai-ramai. best. cho tai tee anyone. [oh, dan begitukah ejaannya?]

no.5, saya rindu nak makan bersama gang saya. yer.. makan beramai-ramai di kantin sekolah menengah assunta yg cantik lagi luas itu. makan nasi lemak bersama-sama. dan kemudiannya berkongsi air secawan. yer secawan dan dikongsi up to 8 people. masihkah kau ingat? hahaha.. dan rindu juga nak jerit2 happy birthday bila ada birthday someone. hahaha..

gelora di hati...

2009-05-11T14:05:00.004+08:00

sorry la anda semua. mood lately: jiwang berkarat 15. ceyhh.. and sedih tahap gunung berapi meletuskan larvanya..
i'm currently going through shitty part of life, so bear with it okay? sekejap je. tak lame. nak layan diri for a while.
love kills. doesn't matter love between whoever and whoever. love towards family pun can kill tau.
cemburu and iri hati juga membunuh dalam diam. translation: jealousy and envy-ness killing us softly too. just in case. anyway, yer.. sumpah tak tipu. living in it.
mood memang rasa like shit gila. ups and downs. urrggghhh.. the best is most of the time its down. once in a blue moon je kat atas.
sacrifices have been made and are going to be made till i close my eyes and never opens back.

mungkin hanya tuhan,
yang tahu segalanya,
apa yang kuinginkan,
di saat-saat ini,

kau takkan percaya,
kau selalu dihati,
haruskah ku menangis,
'tuk mengatakan yang sesungguhnya,

kau lah segalanya untukku,
kau lah curahan hati ini,
tak mungkin ku melupakanmu,
tiada lagi yang ku harapkan hanya kau seorang,

kau takkan percaya,
kau selalu di hati,
haruskah ku menangis,
'tuk mengatakan yang sesungguhnya,

kau lah segalanya untukku,
kau lah curahan hati ini,
tak mungkin ku melupakanmu,
tiada lagi yang ku harapkan hanya kau seorang,

tak mungkin ku melupakanmu,
tiada lagi yg ku harapkan hanya kau seorang,

kau lah segalanya untukku,
kau lah curahan hati ini,
tak mungkin ku melupakanmu,
tiada lagi yang ku harapkan hanya kau seorang..

kau lah segalanya.
engkau yang satu,
seribu bintang,
pastikan,
ada untukmu.

manusia berpegang pada janji.

2009-05-11T00:57:00.001+08:00

this is what i do.
i hold to your promises till my very last breathe.
i want nobody but you.

kiss me through the phone.

2009-05-09T13:03:00.003+08:00

will you?

Baby, u know that I miss u

I wanna get with chu
Tonight but I can't now baby girl
And that's the issue
Girl u know I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't right now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I'll see u later on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(See ya when I get home)

Baby, I know that u like me
U my future wifey
Soulja boy tell'em yea
U can be my bonnie
I can be yo' clyde
U can be my wife
Text me, call me
I need u in my life
Yea all day
Everyday I need ya
And everytime I see ya
My feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't(but I can't)
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u know that I miss u
I wanna get with chu
Tonight but I can't now baby girl
And that's the issue
Girl u know I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't right now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I'll see u later on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(See ya when I get home)

Baby I've been thinkin lately
So much about u
Everything about u
I like it, I love it
Kissing u in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen
Talkin on da phone
Baby u so sexy
Yo' voice is so lovely
I love yo' complexion
I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now baby girl
And that's the issue
Girl u know I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't right now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I'll see u later on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(See ya when I get home)

She call my phone like da(20x)
We on da phone like da(20x)
We takin pics like da(20x)
She dial my numba like da(10x)
678 triple 9 8212

Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u know I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't right now so baby
Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(I'll see u later on)

Kiss me through the phone

Kiss me through the phone
(See ya when I get home)

please?

blog nombor berapa?

2009-05-08T16:34:00.002+08:00

saya bosan dengan blog saya. seriously. saya asyik baca blog orang tapi masih tak dapat idea.
adakah otak saya telah kematian lebih banyak cell dari yang sepatutnya?

hello may.

2009-05-08T15:49:00.002+08:00

hai people. how are you? great? ada yang tengah cuti. ada yang tengah apply to masuk college to further studies. ada yang tengah kerja. ada yang masih tido? maybe.

may? what's great about may? absolute nothing or a little something. mother's day? teacher's day and birthdays. other than that probably the same old thing macam yang dilalui dalam bulan-bulan sebelum ini kan?

and as for me, aku sedang menantikan surat cinta dari uitm. yer, surat cinta yang bakal menyampaikan perkhabaran yang maha gembira. well at least i hope it is. you know those letter dengan pangkal ayat, "dengan sukacitanya...." yea, surat cinta tu lah. tapi what if it's "anda gagal ditempatkan...." sedihnya.. whatever la. pray for the best i guess? got one from unisel to do my TESL. registration today. yes today. but i'm at home. pffttt.. enough said.

apa lagi yang ada dengan may? entah.

warkah buat sang pencinta yg mendambakan cinta.

2009-04-30T14:48:00.004+08:00

ke hadapan sipolan-sipolan.. tatapilah warkah buatmu ini..

it is so hard for people with no experience in life to deal with life itself. i ain't good myself, i must say. but how difficult can it be to just listen and give it a thought. acting to be smart isn't much of a help. it'll ruin your life. definitely. I've given the best to you. it's your call. seriously. doesn't wanna get hurt, doesn't mean you'll be happy, forever. or doesn't wanna hurt anyone, doesn't mean he'll be fine. either way, one will definitely be hurt. no matter how much you try. younger doesn't mean foolish. older doesn't mean smarter. it's all based on what you've gone through in life. umur kalau dah 40 pon tapi baru mengenal erti hidup zaman remaja pada umur 30 pon untuk ape. 30 tahun adalah satu tempoh yg cukup panjang dalam mengenal erti hidup. (gila hebat ayat saya nih. bangga tak? cewahh.. )

andai kata anda ter-bump into this post, fahamilah sedalam2nye. sebab ini hanya la sinopsis dr brainwash atau sesi kaunseling 4 jam yg saya berikan percuma itu. tak termasuk sesi kaunseling online.. (gila canggih kaunselor skrg.. cey ceyh.. )

kalau dicongak, how much does it cost me mengikut kadar purata seorang kaunselor pakar sekarang? hmm..

you're beautiful.

2009-04-28T14:57:00.001+08:00

i need ideas.
a lot of it kay?
then i shall see whether i'll blog about it or not ok si cantik manis sekalian? :)

untitled.

2009-04-28T14:54:00.002+08:00

ok people. hello. :) i'm not in the mood of updating my blog. i don't know. the patience's gone i guess? haha.. anywho.. me wanted to change me blogskin. sila nantikan ok? bubbye world. for now je. :p

5 hari 5 malam.

2009-04-23T15:36:00.003+08:00

selamat datang again the very handsome and beautiful people.. :) it's been a while since we last had our date ey? :p

how have you people been? besides missing me of course. hahaha.. tonnes of stories but with a very little time. haha.. not really the matter of time. it's just me being lazy. :)

anywhoooo.. ape yang 5 hari 5 malam? honeymoon.. :p which takes place about 3 weeks ago. haha.. lame sudah.. ok ok.. tipu je. more like a holiday sebenarnye.

ok lah. aku dapat lari dari rutin harian yg membosankan lagi menyeksakan.. haha.. dapat balik kampung pon jadi lah.. ketenangan yg dicari. went back on the 25th or maybe the 26th. since kitorang bertolak pukul 12tgh malam kan. oh, aku balik dengan sepupu aku yg bengong lagi poyo. yer.. cik fazzy.. abang kamu.. hahaha.. nasib telinga tak berdarah by the time sampai Kampung Geylang [ecehh.. macam kat singapura pulak.. gerek seyyhh..] Pekan, Pahang Darul Makmur yg tercinta. :) sampai pukul 3 pagi. serius dia pecut.. walau pun dalam keadaan phobia..

seronok dapat pusing2 kampung, i get my haircut [jauh kan gi potong rambut?] and i cooked. :) though i must say aku gatal sangat nak mengikut pakcik 2 ekor tu gi memancing tapi tak kesampaian. dia kata memancing hanya untuk lelaki. who say??? since when hobi tu ada untuk lelaki and ada untuk perempuan? huh.. oh anyway, cik fazzy org pekan and abang kamu dan juga pak cik kesayangan kamu dah merasa masakan saya, kamu bila lagi? :p

then gi jalan2 to Teluk Cempedak. lepas rindu. sikit. langsung tak plan.. :( so tak dapat mandi manda pun. didn't even get to touch the gigi air.. ppfft..

the total of 5 hari and 5 malam means so much to me.. nak holiday lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

aku seorang orang gaji. tsk..

2009-03-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

yes.. though i've always been one since the past one year or so? heh. just nak boast around a bit. today extra work. tak rajin tapi terpaksa. so how? tetap dan perlu juga dilakukan. sure tak boleh tido tonight.. tsk..tsk.. hahaha.. masa mengemas bilik! rasa baru lagi aku kemas bilik tu. about 3months ago. off the same reason. hahaha.. my cousin is coming over. the room now looks like a tongkang pecah. haha.. which i always deny. for sure.

no pictures for you. never. hahaha.. at least not until it's super duper uber clean. uber? haha.. yes. and it'll happen. cuma perlu sedikit bantuan yg kemudiannye aku bagi rasuah. kalau tak mati aku buat sorang2..

aku tengah dalam mood yg sangat negative, tapi post aku dalam keadaan yg begitu positive. bagus? ok. heh.

my post sebenarnye nak meng-vent-ing. but it doesn't happen. haih..

saya mahu.

2009-03-11T01:34:00.001+08:00

saya nak jus tembikai. anyone?
[watermelon juice]

turned off.

2009-03-11T01:05:00.004+08:00

heh.. the opposite of my turned on. ape barang tahu yg baik-baik je tapi yang tak suka dibiarkan dalam hati. hahha..

mari kita lihat.. saya tahu saya akan terasa turned off bila:-

1. si lelaki lebih kuat merajuk dari aku.
bayangkanlah.. sikit-sikit merajuk.. sikit-sikit merajuk.. if senang pujuk, takpe jugak. haih.. dan lebih parah kalau dia merajuk over benda yg sgt remeh. tolong janagn begitu.. adoi.. tapi kalau dah jodoh, takpe la kan. tak boleh nak menolak takdir kan? :p

2. si lelaki terlampau gatal.
even dgn diri aku sendiri. hahaha.. sikit-sikit, takpe.. :) aku moden tapi tak semoden orang lain.. [ceh.. konon humble sgt aku ni..] gatal & manja is a 2 different thing.. well.. just so you know.
i prefer manja then gatal. gatal is like when the're asking [meminta ye.. bukan menyoal..] for unnecessary things that will lead to 3 letter word.. and as for manja, in my opinion and thoughts, it's just like nak merasa dihargai dan menghargai. [pandangan aku lah..]

3. si lelaki yg selekeh.
anda wahai kaum adam.. tidak perlulah berpakaian serba-serbi mahal.. sluar by ermenegildo zegna, baju by raoul, kasut by feragamo.. tak perlu semua tu. cukup sekadar berpakaian matching & kemas. takkan nak gi date pakai macam mat bangla kot? sluar coklat cair serta baju biru gelap? oh tidak mungkin. andai kata anda org biasa sekalipon, takpe..even kalau pakai baju bundle, pasar malam, uptown, downtown, righttown, lefttown.. [eh.. eh.. yg lagi dua tu ada ke?] pon takpe.. janji anda pandai memadankan pakaian dan tidak nampak seperti dibeli dari kawasan itu.. :) jangan biarkan org mengadili anda sebagaimana mereka judge a book by its cover.

izinkan ku pergi.

2009-03-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

for real. either you or me. let's decide silently. if aku buat pilihan, sah sah i'll make myself excused. heh.. tapi nak tunggu you to leave it's like now or never man! haish.. so bila nak angkat kaki? tak tahan siot..

2009-03-09T22:24:00.002+08:00

my all

Lyrics | Mariah Carey Lyrics | My All Lyrics

tequila shot.

2009-03-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

i need a shot.

and i swear, instead of getting a shot of tequila, i'll get a shoot in the head. heh.

geng.. pengembaraan bermula.

2009-03-07T21:04:00.005+08:00

nope.. karya ini tiada kene mengene dgn upin & ipin yg comel lagi cute itu. betol betol betol..

it's just pengembaraan aku yg bermula. tipu sgt baru bermula. dah lame dah bermula. just nak bercerita sedikit or berfikir bersama anda sejenak. cheh.. skema. what is life all about? seriously. is it all about love? money? or lifestyles? being the person at top? being down? or nothing in specific? semua orang pon go through life differently? i wish i could beg to differ. coz i wanna see everyone go through the journey of life equally. sama-sama happy. sama-sama senang. takde perang or whatsoever. tak nak ada yg miskin, ada yg kaya. macam tak fair. though Tuhan dah tentukan rezeki masing-masing tapi kita boleh ubah kan? ke arah kebaikan? ape guna kaya tapi kedekut and tak ingat nak bersyukur? and apa salahnye membasmi kemiskinan negara sendiri?

hidup ni kadang-kadang macam roda. betul ke? kadang kita di bawah and kadang kita di atas. you know, kalau kita di atas, maknanye kita berjaya but kalau kita di bawah, we're bunch of loosers? is it so? aku setuju. the part life is like a wheel la. loosers tu tak langsung ok. erm, i've been there. done that. pernah berada di atas. tu pon di ketika aku belum cukup matang untuk mengerti ape yg aku lalui di sekeliling aku. belum cukup matang untuk menghargai ape yg aku ada. belum cukup matang untuk aku betol-betol enjoy dengan apa yg menjadi milik aku. belum cukup matang untuk aku hiburkan diri aku dengan ape yg diberikan kepada aku.

now.. at the bottom of a wheel. like shit la ok. but you have to be strong. full stop. aku tak cukup teror nak bagi korang tips to be strong if you're at the bottom just like me.

agak-agak adil ke hidup ni? kalau faham betol-betol paragraph di atas, ianya lebih kearah duit and kebendaan kan? jom cekkidoud [check it out] hahaha.. ke arah cinta. pyar. love. besar ke impact cinta or kasih sayang ni dalam kehidupan? dalam kekeluargaan, dalam persahabatan, dalam perhubungan, you do need those things kan? if not mane nak datang kebahagiaan tu? tapi have you ever imagine life without love generally? bukan cinta sampai mati tapi kasih sayang sampai syurga. LOVE itself memang have a huge impact in our lives kan? bila ia datang, kita lah orang paling bahagia but when it's gone? kita lah org paling misserable skali? tapi tu semua hak masing-masing. perasaan masing-masing. aku cuba untuk disagree. sebab bagi aku semua org layak mendapat cinta sampai mati diorg. and andai jodoh tak sampai, jauhkan la rasa sedih itu dr diorg? kenapa perlu ada kesedihan walaupun kesedihan itu juga yg mewarnai kehidupan? macam tu jugak kasih sayang dalam keluarga. biarpun air yg dicincang takkan putus, tapi itu hanya pada dasar? tapi kalau kita tgk? ada sesetengah adik beradik tu bergaduh sampai ke hembusan nafas yg terakhir? begitu jugak hubungan anak dan org tua mereka. nampak sangat cinta and kasih sayang antara faktor yg menceriakan dan menghambarkan kehidupan.

hmm.. ape pun yg terjadi dalam hidup kita adalah bab baru dalam novel hidup kita. dan setiap hari yg berlalu adalah permulaan yg baru dan ia adalah satu pengajaran bagi kita untuk terus berjuang untuk diri sendiri dan keadaan sekeliling. be strong. Tuhan sentiasa dengan kita.

strong is a strong word itself. kan?

saya masih hidup. anda tentu rindukan saya.

2009-03-04T00:25:00.003+08:00

yer.. saya rindukan anda semua juga..

so what's up orang-orang yg kerinduan sekalian? dah lame tak berkarya.. cewwaahh.. i have nothing much to say.. [which obviously i lied, if you know me well, you'll know i lied. obviously.] ppfftt.. i'm just not in the mood. organ dalaman tidak berfungsi dgn elok. don't mind me. just keep on missing me aite..

bubbye lovelies.

kiri kanan atas bawah serba tak kene.

2009-02-16T16:23:00.003+08:00

5.00 pg aku dah bangun arini. mengalahkan orang yg nak pergi menoreh getah. serius? aku rasa mereka bangun sama macam aku. haha.. bajet nak tido balik but macam impossible je sebab aku tido pukul12. impressive tak? takpe kalau tak jawab pun. tak kisah.

aku kejut orang pukul 5.45am. nasib dia terus bangun dan tak memerlukan aku tension di pagi hari yg mungkin membosankan. [dan pada ketika ini, aku rasakan prediction aku tu tepat skali.]

jom imbas kembali ape yg dah aku buat selama 12jam yg lalu. bangun, tgk tv, call org, tgk tv lagi, sms org sambil tgk tv, tgk tv sambil baring, org call, tgk tv lagi, pergi dapur, cari benda makan, makan nasi grg, minum milo, bukak cermin, bukak tingkap, bukak pintu, tutup lampu, hari dah cerah, sambung tgk tv, tv ditengok aku lg, online. [kejadian ini mengambil tempat dr 5am-8.10am. serius, amat menjengkelkan.

dan rutin menonton televisyen disambung, kemudian melayan kerenah anak sedara aku yg mungkin bakal membunuh aku bila aku dah tua dengan diagnosis yg mengatakan aku ada masalah lemah jantung. aku akan mati kene serangan jantung. ok, jangan doa. selisih malaikat 44.

ok, aku layan anak sedara lagi. ikatkan rambutnye. dia tgh buat scene tak nak pergi skola. takde director. dia sendiri nak berlakon tanpa bayaran. haha.. aku terpaksa bergelumang (?) dengan dia semata-mata nak ikatkan rambutnye. 25minit kemudian, aku berjaya! haha.. selama ni kalau dia tak buat scene, tak sampai 10minit sudah siap.. comel macam aku dulu-dulu. hahah..

ok, si abang suruh aku ikut menghantar anaknye dan anak kakak aku. [mungkin ada hikmah aku takde lesen sampai sekarang. kalau tak tentu aku dah jadi driver terhormat sekarang. ppftt.. ] kemudian pergi balai polis, dia ckp takut takde parking, skali, berlambak kot parking. dia turun sendiri.
*fakta rawak: aku dapati polis zaman sekarang begitu efisyen & on time. mengapa? sebab pukul 1 kaunter dah tutup. dan fakta sebenar, masa aku sampai, jam belum pon pukul 1. gila cepat jam balai polis. aku ikut jam menara sultan abdul samad sebab time merdeka, jarum jam itu yg menentukannya. tapi polis ikut jam mane? [ok, dah. aku tak nak kene saman dgn karpal sigh atau kene tangkap dgn CIA. ]

balik rumah, aku makan roti canai. kemudian tgk tv. tu je keje aku. bosan bai.. dan sampai sekarang, aku hanya online.

minah drift to be.

2009-02-16T10:36:00.005+08:00

seriously aku nak try drifting. [chehh.. bawak kereta biasa pon takde lesen lagi.. ada hati.. ] lantak ah. but it's so cool. google sendiri definisi drift bagi mereka yg tak tau.

aku nak sgt2.. rasa macam puas bila drift. you know, when u stress, amik kunci, masok kereta, start enjin, cari spot best, drift all you want. sumpah aku nak buat!

and the best part is, a girl drifting? masih tak popular di malaysia. even drifting itself isn't that popular yet. hhmmph..

sumpah nak duduk dalam ni!

Szántó Nikolett- she's a drifter man! a girl. hmmph..

just wait one fine day man! hahaha..

soalan cepu tembaga.

2009-02-15T20:51:00.005+08:00

tembaga? apakah?! bukan emas ke yg menjadi pujaan. haha..

ok. i have a soalan. again. apakah? rojak buah campur sayur ke? tak boleh ke cakap question je?

and the question is,
WHAT IS YOUR LOVE DEFINITION?
karangan anda hendaklah sepanjang 350 patah pekataan. apakah? spm? hahaa.. tapi, serius, aku perlukan jawapan.

edit

sila hantarkan karangan anda ke thira dot rhyme at gmail dot com
apakah?!

orang skudai, JB!

2009-02-14T02:21:00.006+08:00

hey kamu kat sana tu, aku rindu bangat ok? :)

happy valentine's day atau pun boleh juga dikenali sebagai selamat menyambut hari kasih sayang kat kamu juga taw? <3

2+1 good things in the world.

2009-02-14T00:51:00.003+08:00

here's for my darlings who was born on the 13th feb..

SITI SAFWANAH BINTI ZAINUDDIN YAHYA [1991]

NUR LIYANA BINTI AZMAN [1990]

ok.. anda berdua is old ok?

SAF sayang,

you're finally 18. [wahh.. dah legal untuk buat benda naughty.. :p]

you're a superb friend.

it's great to know you since erm, form 1?

i miss your anime stuff.

i miss going tuition with you.

i miss teasing mr.choo lari bogel with you.

i miss studying with you.
i miss memorizing geography notes with you.

i miss gossiping with you.
i miss your drawings.

i miss your advice.

and what' important is,

i miss you,
&

i love you.

LIYANA honey,

you're like me now. [young inside out, old on the figure.. :D]

you're awesome.

mula-mula kenal konon macam malu-malu, theeeennn.. omg la. :p

it's been 6 great years now and hoping it'll continue till infinity..

i miss gossip-gossip dengan you. [masa form 3.. :p]

i miss studying with you.

i miss seeing you bugging people for money.

i miss hearing about the cheer-cheer stuff.

i miss the time that we spent together.

and i miss you gila-gila la.

i love you too.

takde ape-ape yg hebat.

2009-02-11T10:55:00.002+08:00

boredom strikes.
it was just a
normal/plain/ordinary/usual day.
seriously, it sucks.